shut up and put
your money where
your mouth is.
that's what you get for waking up in vegas.
about a girl.
Hi. People call me farah.
I like to doodle lyrics. and quotes. I first loved on March 8,1993. Yes, I'm going to be a senior in high school this year. SPM sucks balls. Why can't they just leave us alone?. Taylor Lautner? he's my husband.. I like to read. Books are cool.. No, contrary to popular belief, I am neither a nerd nor am I heartless. i can be am just dorky and sarcastic sometimes. i like music because i can relate to the lyrics.

chitchat.


linkage.
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go ahead, just leave.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009 6:56 pm
Dearest people, I just found out that I've been BSed.

WTF is BS, you ask? BS = Bullshit.

So yes.

Damn.

If only I could turn back time to this afternoon and have another bite of Sam's Snickers to cheer me up. =(

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my tongue was tied.
Monday, July 27, 2009 6:51 pm
More scenes from IU Day and two pix from campfire. From my phone only. And conversations. Huhhh.


Amir M.


Sorray. Blur =D


Blur again.


==" Suhaimie, just accept the fact that my phone hates you =D


ROCYIEEEEEEE!


lie down in the hall, look up. this is what you'll see =D


suhaimie's mouth is very big.


i think they were laughing about these 3 singhs. =D


current phone wallpaperrr! [i know i look horrible, shaddup]


my car.

my car.


my carrr! =D


Jo after getting her drivers' license. Tsk.


Vrooooooooooooooom~~


Suhaimie and Rupppp.

Suhaimie trying not to fall coz Rocyie is heavy. Hahaha


the two fun guys! =D =D no, Suhaimie. Fun je. Tak macho.


Aisya wants to be tall for a daay!


Increasing heights. Haha. Look at our feet. They're all in awkward positions.


Aisya is prettyyyyy.


Sisterrrrs. =D =D


Randomity at its best.


lol 1


lol 2


the one who was responsible in drawing my car. =D

Conversations.

1)
asal ada gamba kris allen oh kat phone you?
sebab i suka dia?
ee. *sings and plays heartless* tapi cam tak gay as kris kan?

Bising ah Amir. Dahlah cakap I kembar Amanda.
Hahahahahaha.
Who's Amanda?
Kakak Angeline lah bodoh.
Owh. Which school?
My classmate kot! You kenapa?
Ohh... Hahahaha.

Suhaimie, Amir M, Famira.

2) Ehhh bising ah diorang ni!
Kishsam! Suruh ah diorang diaaam.
Ada Aiman situ,memang tak dapat ah. It's like telling Donkeys to shut up.
Kishsam, Stefira, Famira.

3) Tau tak today is the first time ever I talk to you? I always thought you were scary?
Yeah? I scary, why?
I dunno. Your face lah. Haha. And I memang takut seniors unlike those other dumbfucks.
HAHA. Tapi last year I memang macam emo pun. Then why today you talk to me pulak?
Sebab you sit here, and talking to Stefira and Naim. I lanyak je lah.
Ohhhhhh. Nadzmie, Famira.

4) Ehhh. Suhaimie! Suhaimie!
What?
Asal Amir cam tak gerak2 je daripada tadi? Tido?
Hmmm.. *looks at Amir* Haa, ye lah tu.

Suhaimie, Famira.


Nadzmie and Naim. They never realised I took this XD


The fire getting smaller. Hmmm =(

A'ite. Off to do Maths now! Taa~ =D

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my head is spinnin' circles.
Sunday, July 26, 2009 8:24 pm
Hmm.. I'm so tired that it took me 20 seconds to realise that I was trying to plug my phone to my ipod's USB cable. Anyway, IU Day was a blast! Let's rewind a wee bit, shall we? =D

PRE IU DAY!

Painting the wretched Ferrari was a PAIN! Physically and emotionally. It almost got wrecked and it made me cry, even taking a toll on my sleep and education. Grr. I do not want to elaborate on it because then I'd get upset again. So yeah. Then, I borrowed Justin's fedoras! I asked for a black one. But it was too big. I didn't like it.

see? So he gave me three more:

this makes me look like a tourist.

this is really nice.

but in the end, i chose this:

[sorry ah! I forgot to rotate the pix before uploading, and my PC is being an ass now. heh]

On Friday, Rupini and I went to Dinamik in Pudu area. I naik bus for the first time! Woohoo! Public bus that is. Bus 32. Anyway, my bladder was bursting and Rupini sempat singgah 7-11 all and we missed two buses -.-

When we reached school, she changed her waltz partner. From Karthi to Mazlan. Mazlan was awesome. Except he stepped on Rupini's toe once. LOL.

Went back at 6.30 and reached home 7.15. Quickly changed and went for guitar lessons. See how hectic Pre-IU is?

IU DAYYYYY!

Got up at 6 and then I reached school at 7.25 and spotted Roshan going inside. So, I called him to carry the cooler majiggy for my booth. =D Finished up decorating at around 9 and thenn changed into my 'costume' for the day. Woohoo! Cross-dressing. I look better as a guy, than most guys. HEEEE~

I manned the registration booth with Serene voluntarily. Not a single Interactor came from SSG[because they had school] and SBU [ only God KNOWS WHY! hmph.] Met Naim and Fara Iylia there =] I LIKE FARA's HAIR COLOURRR! =D IU Concert kicked off kinda late but s'okay. During BOD Intro, everyone screamed when my name was called. I don't know if that's good or bad, but oh well. =D

I didn't watch Tarantella and the band performance but I sang along anyway. Lol. I was busy selling tickets to latecomers. And omg, WALTZ! WTF! Everybody was excellent! It was flawless!!!!!!! Especially Mazlan who just joined. I went from sitting down, to standing up and screaming.

The Mafia performance punya entrance was slightly ruined by Calvin and the gang who entered at the exact same time the music started. WTF. But it was awesome!

BAsicallylah kan, I didn't like Tarantella and the sketch. Sorraay. =D Carnival was a frigging blast! I had a stall tau? But I didn't help much. Sorry peepz.

The street magician that Annabelle hired; Zlwin, is awesome! He's nice, really good and he's fun. Sat down and talked to him for a bit. =)

Then off I went to the Dunking Machine. Spent RM 6 on coupons to dunk Bryan. Rm1 = 2 throws. So RM6 = 12 throws. I got him with my 12th throw. YAYYYH! =D

PBC's Bubble Tea booth was so so PACKED! Huuhhh. Then out of nowhere, Bryan the Romeo came looking for Annabelle the Juliet. LMFAO. It was quite funny =D

IU Day ended around 3.30 and after clean up, we were so tired that we all had a lie-in, on the floor of the school hall. Hahaha.

Basically, the rest of the day was spent with Jo, Rocyie, Amir[Marzuqi], Suhaimie, Manwyn and Chi Jun. It was insanity I tell yaaa! =D =D =D

Post IU Day//Campfire


First time going for campfire. It was so-so. But it's the first time I ever talked to Nadzmie [Suhaimie's older brother] and Nabil [Syafiq's older brother]. Despite that, I talked to them like I've known them for ages! Klaka ahh. Hein Young and the rest of the Form 3's punya MJ tribute was spectacular. Eeesh.

Everything after that is practically a blur coz I was so tired from IU Day. *sigh*

Enjoy the photosss! =D

IU Day:

aimimi and ardadaa~

candidddyy!


this is how Malik Hisyam Zaihan looks like when he's mad at Famira Amir Hamzah.


The BryNi!!! <33>

Rupini is allergic to the camera. She has to close her eyes in a nice shot. HESH.

FaBry. Bajet hebat eh skarang, Bryan? =D


my Bendahara girl. hahaha!


ummm. guess the guys' name on your own. they'll kill me if I write them down. =="

When Ruplin meets Ghosts.


see, what i told you earlier?


rup.roshan.phoebs.


no people, roshan didn't put his arms around us. we draped the extra fabric from his sleeve around us.


Waltzer + Masquerade Man


=D =D =D


Suhaimie showing off. Hmph. [This pic stolen from Rocyie's FB, and stolen again by Suhaimie. dang.]

*New additions from 27/7/09 are all in green. =D

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losing myself.
Wednesday, July 22, 2009 11:05 pm
most fucked up day ever.


End.

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march down south.
Saturday, July 18, 2009 10:19 pm
Woooo! Today was fun. We[me, najat, raihan, atul] went to watch HP6! The frigging, best HP movie ever made maaan.

Everything's balanced out nicely. Dialogue and action, irritating characters and our favourite hero, the photography and the cinematography were all excellent.

Luna is adorable! Bellatrix and Lavender Brown are as annoying as Narean. Yep. Oh and Draco Malfoy is so, so delicious.



That poor unfortunate, tormented soul. Tsk tsk. Out of 10, I'd rate the movie 8.5

Unfortunately, these three dumbfuck, rempit boys who're no older than 14 were making loud obnoxious comments throughout the entire movie since when the trailers were rolling, that they pissed everyone in the cinema. When there's a sarcastic scene, the head honcho goes "Ha-Ha" super loud.

At one point, the quieter one made so much noise that i kicked his chair really hard. He thought it was Atul coz she was sitting behind her. The pros of having long legs. Anyway, he went "Weyh, minah belakang aku ni tendang kerusi aku dowwwh"

and Najat said "EH! SHUT UP!"

I rasa macam nak cakap je kat diorang: Eh kau, budak2 kampung ni, first time tengok wayang ke? Korang tak layak ah. Balik kampung pegi main guli jelah weyh.

Unfortunately, i needed to use the loo really bad, so I didn't. Ugh. Then we went for lunch in Nando's. The damage? Rm133.Najat belanja hundred bucks, I belanja chicken salad and peri platter - 26 bucks and then the remaining 7 bucks was split between raihan and atul.

And before the movie, we had Boost. Sedap! Worth it lah, eventhough it's RM9 for kids punya size. You feel satiated enough =D

Malik and Suhaimie went to watch HP6 in KLCC too! Tapi at 10.30 so, we missed them by a little bit je coz me and raihan sampai tgv 10.20 and diorang masuk 10.25

HUHHH.


So, aite. Tidor time. Ciaoz people! =D

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my state of mind has finally got the best of me.
Friday, July 17, 2009 10:21 pm
Ummm. I have a confession to make. gotta tell y'all something.

I was deathly severely ill last night.

I had a severe stomach ache.
My head was spinning because of it.
I felt like collapsing and blacking out.
And I really felt like I was going to puke.

Yeaah. Maybe it's stress. Or maybe, I'm just going all psycho. Who knows, eh? Ok, let's not go all depressed now.

I've got good news and bad news!

The good news is: Exhibition stuff is roughly 60% done! Especially Izzy's Ferrari! Woohooooo!

The bad news is: After gaining back my voice earlier this week, I can no longer scream or shout as loud. Daaamn.

Oh and bad news number 2, well. You gotta come to school and SEE FOR YOURSELF on Monday. Eeps. Don't worry, it's just something me-related. Any guesses? Unless you've been on facebook coz then you'd know.

Going to watch Harry Potter tomorrow with Atul, Najat and Raihan. Wheeeee~ Crazy Outing Number 2 with em. Heheh.

BTW, sorry for this post being so random. There's something wrong with me. I'm not kidding. But before I go:

HELLO CHERYL!


HELLO SUHAIMIE-WHO-DOESNT-READ-MY-BLOG-BUT-DESERVES-A-MENTION-ANYWAY-THIS-TIME. Hahah. quaaack.

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people marching to the drums.
Thursday, July 16, 2009 6:54 pm
So, today was it. Interact AGM. To say I'm disappointed and unhappy with my post is far from the truth but yes, there is a tiny pang of disappointment.

You see people, I applied for the post as one of the Club Secretaries. I admit, my letter wasn't convincing enough but I wanted to save a lot for my interview. Unfortunately, I didn't attend my interview on Monday because I didn't go to school and anyway, I got my voice like 89.9999% back only that night.

So, yeah. Guess what I got?

Publicity Deputy.

Tammie and Xian Jin got Secretaries. I was pretty bummed. My last year, and I only got Publicity Deputy.

But then, I had Charles. We had applied for Secretary together and now, we got Publicity together. He's the Director. So, yeah. I can live. =)

Oh well, I like my post. I get to go to people's IU Days and mingle and then promote whatever funding projects or Community Service Projects with Charles, no? =D Less work for SPM YEAR!

To Nasreen, don't be discouraged and disappointed for not getting any posts. I know you're upset but there's still next year left! =D Cheer up, DON'T. QUIT. INTERACT. DAMMIT.

To Tammie, Xian Jin, Rupini, Rocyie and Annabelle.... congrats for getting the high high posts. DO THE CLUB PROUD, WOMEN! =D

To outgoing BOD: Kimberly, Su Ann, Serene, Jo, Maggie, Joo Er.... thank you for making my experience as a Sergeant-at-arms a good learning experience. I may not have done much, but I just want you guys to know that I did try. And thank you for still giving me a post eventhough I didn't go for interview =O

To Interact BOD newbies: Yuka, Crystal, Chi Jun, Ky Ann?[OMG, I CANNOT REMEMBER YOUR NAME, SORRYYYY!], Wei Chong and Hein Young..... Let's make the Bod of o9/10 a memorable one. =D

And for Bryan the FUNDING DIRECTOR: FUYOOOOH! =D =D =D

So, before I head out for tuition, I'd also like to give shoutouts to Sheril for getting PBSM President, Zain and Umesh for getting TL and Asst TL respectively and Atul for getting KP President.

BYEBYEEE!

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you walked up to my porch.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009 11:02 pm
Oh Tuhan.

I'm so dead. Editing my oral and doing English textbook homework as I write this.


Eeeps. Thank you so, so much Pn Wan Rosna for giving me a tonne of homework at the period where I was seriously sick.


Shite.

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how this night will go.
Sunday, July 12, 2009 10:29 pm
Not going to school tomorrow, as you probably know.

Why? Because of H1N1 fear anddd because I've got an MC slip and you don't. Ha! Tomorrow, I'll be doing English homework roughly the whole day. Eeeps! Thank youuu teacher, for torturing us. Then, I gotta edit my oral and actually memorise it. Oh, bother.

Errr... What else, what else? Oh. I see people haven't been blogging lately. Well, well. Please do? I've run out of things to read. Books, blogposts...... You name it!

Ok fine. Textbooks and reference books do NOT count. Hmph. I've been reading the Phoenix Requiem; an online graphic novel and I've just reached volume 2! I've given up on it temporarily coz, how much can your eyes take, eh?

*shrugs*

My new message tone is the guitar intro for Demi Lovato's Here We Go Again coz I don't want the lyrics to be sung not even halfway before it stops.

Yep, that's my w890i for you! It plays roughly 8 seconds of message tone. That's it. So anyway, new blogskin! A little more colourful than the previous one.

That was just a filler skin. I've been looking for a skin! So, yeah. This is better isn't it? =)

Ohh and for those who don't know... Wayne Yeang is back! =D Hahaha. That's all for today. A'ite. See yaaaa!

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not about to break down, not today.
Saturday, July 11, 2009 11:33 pm
I'm trying.
Something hasn't been right with me.
Since last night.
I've been fighting.
But this feeling just keeps washing over me.
Sorrow, loneliness, unappreciated.

Why, why, why?
I'm trying.
I'm trying to figure out.
My barrier's breaking down.
Please don't.

Is it maybe because I'm sick?
And my system is playing tricks on me?
I'm scared.
I don't know what's happening.
But I'm trying.
I'm trying to understand.

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when two different worlds collide
10:29 pm
Shit, I want thisssss! All are from Forever 21. Dammit Baoyu. Why must you put the link to Forever 21 on your blog? Now I want them so BADLY.

Zebra Fedora
and this picnic dress!

and this dress

Rawr. Anyone going to the US of A or UK soon? =( Argh! And speaking of clothes, I have yet to go find my costume for IU Day. Shit. HOW NOW?

*grumbles*

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