about a girl.●●●
Hi. People call me farah.I like to doodle lyrics. and quotes. I first loved on March 8,1993. Yes, I'm going to be a senior in high school this year. SPM sucks balls. Why can't they just leave us alone?. Taylor Lautner? he's my husband.. I like to read. Books are cool.. No, contrary to popular belief, I am neither a nerd nor am I heartless. i
chitchat. ●●●
linkage.●●●
♥Arda-eee
♥Aimi
♥Aisyaaaw
♥Baoyu
♥Crystal
♥Fara Zaidi
♥Fatiinnn.
♥HooKeeny
♥Imaneeeee
♥Jo
♥Jasmine
♥Karineee
♥LX Ho
♥Malik
♥Mint
♥ My tumblr
♥Sherlina
♥Sook Shian!
♥STEFFIRRAAAA
♥Syamira
♥Tammie
♥Zulllylayout by Leen striped pattern from Ego-box
coz you were Romeo ●●●
Thursday, April 30, 2009 8:58 pm
WOOOOOOOO! 500th POST EVERYONE! Bring out the balloons and confetti! After dunno how many years, I've reached my 500th post!=D
Today I called Priya a dumbfuck. I'm sorrrryyy!
Me: EH, YOU STUPID CABBAGE!
Priya: WHAT? WHY YOU SAMAKAN ME WITH QB?
Me: HAH?
PRIYA: MOTHERFUCKER. YOU CALLED ME BITCH KAN?
Me: NOLAH DUMBFUCK. I SAID CABBAGE. PEKAK!!!
I've been cursing a lot this year. I'm sorry. Add Maths and Chemistry and Physics did this to me. Maybe y'all should pray for me. *sigh*
During Interact, Brandon kicked Kabeenesh or however you spell his name, til Kabee fell down and Brandon kicked and kicked and kicked. People who tried to stop him were pushed and I was screaming "BRANDON! STOP IT!"
SO then Bryan came and dragged Brandon away for sesi kaunseling. Heh. Don't want to get into details. Let's just say that Brandon has anger management issues worse than me and god, that Kabee fella could've died there in the padang.
In other news, I nearly died of heart attack watching American Idol results show today. DANNY AND ALLISON WERE BLOODY SAFE!
MATT GIRAUD, ADAM LAMBERT AND KRIS ALLEN WERE BOTTOM THREEEE! *shrieks*
Fahmy was like "HABISLAHH KRIS KELUAR PUNYA NI!"
So I retaliated by almost shouting "TAKKK! MATT KELUAR PUNYAAA!"
And Aunty Salmi[his mum's friend] was like "Oh NO! ADAM IS GOING TO GO OUT! Kesian Adam. If Adam leaves, Aunty tak nak tengok dah"
Then came Seacrest, to save someone. Everyone was yelling "ADAMADAMADAMADAM!" on tele. But then Ryan pulled Kris and I actually screamed and jumped up and down.
Silly, silly Americans.
My baby should be in the finals lah you stupid asses.
Now I reaaaallly wanna learn to master playing the guitar. <33>
=)
=)
she works hard for the money ●●●
Wednesday, April 29, 2009 9:43 pm
This will be my 499th post. After..... almost 4 years. Crazzzaaaay. Anyway, some crap I wrote lah right? [P/S: This is experimental work. Not real-life experience or anything]You're like nobody else,
Always fast thinking, smooth talking
You're nothing but a charm.
Does it ever kill you
When all the girls chase after you?
Did you ever think of me
When I left you behind?
I can't see in the dark.
You took away the light.
I'm falling down lest you save me.
Are you coming?
This is my breaking point
and you're not here to see it.
You're disappearing, you are
lying through your teeth.
You say you'll stay but you don't.
You're not here to see me fall.
You don't say a word;
I know you're letting me leave.
Why are we here?
There's something in your eyes
An emotion I can't understand.
I can't read your thoughts,
please let me in.
I can't see in the dark
The fire has gone.
I'm free-falling into nothingness.
Won't you hold my hand?
This is my breaking point
and you're not here to see it.
You're disappearing, you are
lying through your teeth.
You say you'll stay but you don't.
You're not here to see me fall.
This is my last stand
and I'm crumbling.
You said you'd stay with me
but the seat is empty.
You're not here
I'll let you go.
I don't know you but I want to. ●●●
8:41 pm
PLEASE SAVE KRIS ALLEN! PLEASE DON'T LET MY DARLING KRIS BE ELIMINATED THIS WEEK!I could cry listening to this song. "Falling Slowly" - The song he sang when Quentin Tarantino became the mentor.
Ok, I realise that i might be sounding like a crazed stalking fan or something but I love his voice and his charm and his EVERYTHINGGGG. Ngggh.
America? Please save Kris? Please? Okay thanks.
Nothing much happened in school today basically. Had a nice bitchfest. Mwahaha. Bitching about people you don't like is fun okayyy? Especially when you have a common ground and most people hate that particular person.
*wink* Valerie, you know what I'm talking about eventhough you didn't join in the bitchfest. SSSH!
Anddd.. we sang kiddy songs today. From Dora - backpack, map, ending song, starting song- to PB and J otter to Stanley to Teen Titans to Powerpuff Girls to Bear in the big blue house to Handy Manny.
LMFAO. Then it was "EVERYBODY DANCE NOW!" before The Final Countdown, I don't wanna miss a thing and Sweet Child of mine. Hehehe.
IT'S.....THE...... GREAT BIG BOOK OF EVERYTHING, WITH EVERYTHING INSIDE! SEE THE WORLD AROUND US! THIS BOOK'S A PERFECT GUIDE
- Stanley.
I sang that song while Farah Roslee was flipping through Maths textbook to show Priya the answers at the back. Hahahaha.
And PBSM simulasi was quite interesting too! Chow Hoo Keen said something along the lines of "MATI MACAM FARAH" or was it "FARAH MATI"... aiyah. tak ingatlah. but it involved me dying. Damn you~ =D Hehehe.
I jaga "rumah mayat" and trauma patients. Bayah[omg. i think spelling is wrong] was psycho. Anddd Litia and the two Manpreets too. Gosh. People got kicked, thrown socks at, bitten and more because of those two's "extraordinary acting".
I love 96% of 4 Hemah students. Lalala~ Doesn't take much to guess who makes up those remaining 4%
BAH.
scarlet letter. ●●●
Tuesday, April 28, 2009 10:30 pm
"Ohhh no.... When I called you, you thought I was David Cook?!"- David Archuleta on Hannah Montana.
LMFAO.
Aihhh.... Today was crazy as usual. Faiz cried. Pn Rasidah screamed at the class. Then during English, we called Priya's brother and Rupini :Letchumy. I was laughing so hard Pn Wan Rosna was like "FARAH AMIRAAAAA!"
Sorreh.
And there was a dead rat in the canteen. Ewwww. Disgusting.
ohhh... and from what Rup and Put told me.... I think I should clarify something:
I DID NOT STICK MY TONGUE OUT AT SOMEONE WHEN SOMEONE WAS DOING ORAL AND FORGOT HER LINES. I DIDN'T EVEN HEARD HER DOING HER ORAL. I WAS LAMENTING ABOUT HOMEWORK AND THUS, STICKING MY TONGUE OUT IN DEFEAT BY ACCIDENT. SO, SOMEONE... PLEASE DO NOT THINK EVERYTHING IS ABOUT YOU.
Bio was fun today! Spent the time doodling on Mint's notebook! Wheee~ =D
Ok, ok. Off to do agama notes! Dayum.
P/S: LEARNING TO PLAY LOVE STORY ON CLASSICAL GUITAR. AM STOKED!
black and blue before. ●●●
Monday, April 27, 2009 9:48 pm
496th post! Woots. Yeah, well. I thought my previous post made me sound like a psychofreak. So, here's a 'proper one'... I guess? =)
Rupini: Taylor Swift gets her heart broken and turns it into songs. Famira gets angry and she turns them into awesome blogposts. Very good, Famira.
Me: o.o
Put: *laughs*
Anyway. Put and Sheril almost made me cry by not letting me order pizza today. RAWR. Fine, be that way. Besok I bawak nasi goreng cili padi. Hmmmmph.
Gosh, sejarah pembentangan is killing me. Anddd, Jaf Reen Natassia Iman has come out of her shell! Yess! =D I can go on forever and ever talking rubbish with this girl.
IMAN THE SNAIL! =D
sparkle of a million flashlights. ●●●
9:03 pm
Hmmm.What's my problemlah?
I got no problem actually.
Then?
What then?
Youlah, freak.
Me? What did I do now?
What do you mean you? You = Us. Me.
Oh. So, what did we do?
Become an ass.
Oh really?
What happened to studying and guitar?
Lazylah.
Very good. And you dream of becoming rockstars and a top student.
Oh, shut up you.
Shut up? You can't shut me up. I told you: you're me and I'm you.
Fine. Then let's shut up.
Ass.
Bugger.
you said it don't matter. ●●●
Saturday, April 25, 2009 11:07 pm
How old will you turn in 2010?17!
Do you feel comfortable with answering personal questions?
from people i'm close to and can trust
Are you doing anything tomorrow?
studying, i hope
Did you ever kiss someone with a tattoo?
no??
Do you like Red Bull?
yepp
Are you a forgiving person?
sometimes.
Have your parents ever caught you drinking?
i don't drink.
What's something you'd like to say to someone:
let's turn back the time.
What color is the nail polish on your nails?
none.
Are you wearing makeup?
nah
How much do you like hugs?
quite a lot actually
Anywhere you'd rather be right now?
London.
Can you watch scary movies?
nope.
You see a shooting star, do you make a wish?
no, I'd just go "EHHHH, LOOK!"
Do you get distracted easily?
most of the time
Latest you stayed up in the past week?
12ish?
Was it a boy or a girl to text you first today?
boy. ugh.
Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often?
nope coz it's on SILENT.
Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
I didn't kiss pun?
Do you still talk to the person you last kissed?
refer above question =D
When was the last time you cried?
this week rasanya
Whats the closest thing to you that is green?
eraser
Is anything bugging you right now?
loads of things
What woke you up this morning?
abah
Do you think youre wasting your time on the person you like?
I don't like anyone =D SERIOUS WEYH.
In the past five days, what would you go back and change?
everything.
What are you listening to?
POV - McFly
How are you feeling?
empty
Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
My dearest sister from another mother.
Do you miss someone?
ALLISON LIM!
What colored shirt are you wearing?
black.
How many pillows on your bed?
2 pillows, one bolster, one cushion. =D
Ever dyed your hair?
nah
Have you ever been kissed on the neck?
nope.
If you were kicked out of your house, where would you go first?
maybe to stef's or my relatives. Heh.
Do you think youll be married in 5 years?
dunno.
Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
if there was a night i'd like to put on repeat.
Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot?
last yeaaar.
Anyone of the opposite sex been on your mind lately?
nope.
Are you drifting apart from someone?
kinda
What were you doing at 10am?
breakfast? I dunno.
Are you okay with the life you live?
50-50
Do you like hugs and kisses?
yes
Have you ever drank alcohol?
nah
Will your next kiss be a mistake?
nah
When is the next time youll hug someone?
when i see arda/stefira
Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
most of the time.
Are you loud, wild and crazy?
that's just half of the story. 4 H rules!
Are you any different now than you were a year ago?
a little
Do you hate being alone?
yeah sure.
Are you currently frustrated with anybody?
a couple of.
Lets test your memory, what were you wearing during your last kiss?
i didn't KISS!
What did you do saturday night?
it's saturday and i'm talking to Hoo Keen and Sam. =D
Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
Stefira. =O
I am not the jaded kind. ●●●
10:01 pm
[1]how can you stand there
and i think you're sorry
when you know no apology can fix this
my heart is breaking
oh god, i feel so empty.
[2]
we might as well be strangers.
[3]
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
[4]
I was gone from the very first day.
[5]
Is this a sign from heaven
showing me the light
was this supposed to happen
I'm better off without you
so you can leave tonight
and don't you dare come back
Emo? Me? Naaaah. Those are just some songs I was listening to yesterday. [but if anyone terasa ke apa, suka hatilah ehh?] In order of lyrical appearance:
1) Let me go - Josh Golden
2) We might as well be strangers - Keane
3)Candles - Hey Monday
4)Decoy - Paramore
5) POV - McFly.
Ahh. where would mankind be without music. Have yet to study. I slept the whole day, pretty much. I slept last night around 11.30 til....10ish this morning after having a nap yesterday evening from 5 - 7.45. Then at 2pm til 4.30.
Yeaaaah. And who knew 'Vanity Lair' was such a dumb show? LMFAO.
Other than that, somebody's boyfriend texted me earlier today wanting a truce, apologising,blahblahblah... He can earn my trust and friendship if he wants it.
Roshan found it quite funny. And speaking of Roshan, I had a DECENT conversation today where I didn't feel like throwing rocks at him or something. Then again, it was on Facebook chat. Hahaha.
XXXX, I don't know what to do with you. So, yeah.
Hmmm. The Net is such a boring place nowadays. I thought I found a potential new blogskin yesterday but naaah. It was too girly for me. Behhh. And the codes were weird too. So, back to the drawing board!
And frankly, I'm not so sure I wanna take up graphic design anymore. My future is now a path of uncertainty.
Sure, there's always 'Rocque' to fall back on.... if i can get a drummer, bassist, singer and another guitarist who can write songs that aren't shit? LOL. What am i saying?
No guitar class this week and next week. Booooooo! Hmm.. Faiz teoh says we should have a class 'gig/jamming session' on monday. We all know what I'll be singing the whole day then.
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
Ain't no sunshineeeee when she's gooooneee.~
Or maybe not. Form 4 sucks and teenagehood is making me crazy. Damn the hormones. Oh, how I miss the thrill of liking someone too.
See, my heart's so empty. It's only filled with hate, reluctance and tiredness. Eesh!
Anyhow, I'm starting to bore you people so I'll stop with this nonsense. Bosanlah! No one's online! No Karin, Iman, Stefira, Wayne, Ally, etc. haih.
Here I go again.
the power lines went out. ●●●
Friday, April 24, 2009 8:41 pm
One of your new friends, broke up with her boyfriend on saturday and coupled with an annoying boy yesterday.One of your closest friends has been officially together for three weeks with someone you've hated since standard 4
[and the hate is still going strong]
A best friend of yours was asked out on a date by someone she really likes.
Loads of your juniors are all coupled and loved up. And they sit at a section in the canteen after school every day.
Your close guy friend shares too much PDA and details about his girlfriend at least once a week saying he wants to marry her when they're older.
Another close guy friend of yours performs a song and dedicates it to his girlfriend who I really hate, and the whole school knows who she fucking is.
Your sister also gets a song dedicated to her by a guy in their weird, complicated relationship.
You're really miserable because you're a monitor who has to deal with shitholes and a hyperlexia kid.
You feel useless because you don't understand form 4 education.
You forgot to give a thumbdrive with masterpieces on it to your editor.
You forgot to hand in your lisan evidence.
You forgot to hand in your PJK brochure.
You forgot to give the juniors' namelist to your EdiBoard Asst. Secretary.
You've got exams coming up in two weeks and you haven't studied eventhough you can't afford to get anything less than a b3/b4 because you don't have time for remedial classes.
And you're alone. You wonder, when's your turn to belong to a guy?
You wonder, when is high school hell is going to end?
You wonder, are your friends always going to stick with you?
And you've got body issues.
You're overweight.
Your diet doesn't seem to work.
Stress is making you eat more to comfort yourself.
Your favourite pair of jeans don't fit.
You wonder, what guy will like a whale for a girl?
You wonder, why do guys only go for the skinny bitch types?
The someone you hate really made rude comments that pissed you off and hurt you like hell today.
You feel guilty for walking out on your friend when the two of you were supposed to hang out together because you were pissed at her boyfriend.
Your heart's not into anything anymore.
You say you like playing the guitar but you actually don't.
Why? Because most people can play songs on the guitar but you can only play chords.
You feel like a sore loser.
You're an annoying, bitchy, lonely sore loser.
How would you feel?
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If your reaction was
A)'gosh. emo again? bodoh betul'
B) 'ee, whatthefuck is her problem? doesn't she know people in africa are dying of HUNGER?'
C) lain-lain yang sewaktu dengannya,
then get lost. I'm having a bad day. I've got rights to come up here and bitch about my miserable life.
Bye.
do you remember the time? ●●●
Thursday, April 23, 2009 9:49 pm
<33
Mine. Kris Allen :)
[who bloody cares that he's married. He's MINE. PROPERTY OF FARAH AMIRA AMIR HAMZAH, you diggg?]
<33
life is a maze. ●●●
9:04 pm
Had a laughing fit during Sivik just now. Won't elaborate. You won't understand. You just had to be there. Even the devil thinks I'm psychotic now. GOOD. Goes to show how much stress and pressure has gone to my head.Chemistry reference book is sitting next to me. I opened a few pages just now but I just don't feel like studying. I wanna go to bed early today. It's ok. I'll study tomorrow. I promise. Rest, practise my guitar, go for guitar class, study, online, study while onlining, memorise chemistry and sejarah.
I CANNOT afford to be in a menggilap class. I'm busy as is.
Monday - upcoming guitar classes.
Tuesday - chess; i've never gone for a single meeting
Wednesday - PBSM like duhhhhh
Thursday - Interact!
Friday - sometimes Editorial board then Edubox.
Shitnesss. I'm only gonna study REALL HARD, HARDER THAN PMR, to get good grades this mid-year exam and also the finals nanti. Penilaian can go fuck off.
BY THE WAY, Sara and Phoebe sang today during Busking for Change. Yay! Sara was like frigging awesome and sweet and lovely and awesome. Phoebe was a lil shaky but still good nonetheless. =D [CONFIDENCE, GIRL!]
I donated three bucks today. Gila lah. Ah well, it was all for a good cause. CHARITY. No matter who gets the money, the intention was for charity. So, yeah.
Buat baik dapat pahala kan? =)
Aihh. Gotta print some stuff out and listen to some songs and SLEEP. ARGHHHH! Malang betul saya berada di SAB ini. Hesssh.
you're the line in the sand when i go too far. ●●●
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 9:45 pm
Greeeaat. I've been singing the song non-stop. Thanks Phoebe. *sigh* So today, I somehow made Faiz Danyal cry? Yes, my sentiments exactly if you just went "WATAHELL?"Hello, I'm not a mean person who goes around torturing 'special' teenagers. Oh nooooo. I live to torture assholes like Narean. The beeyatch. Yes, Narean is a beeyatch now. Hehh.
Rewind!
After perhimpunan, I went back to class to find Narean SWEEPING ALL THE GARBAGE AWAY FROM HIS AND ARSHAD'S PLACES TO JASHDAVE'S PLACE. That really made me pissed like duhh. C'mon! We're so lucky we haven't been called dirtiest class okay?
Anyhow. I was screaming at Narean's face about how I AM MONITOR AND HE ISNT AND HE HAS TO LISTEN TO WHATEVER I ASK HIM TO DO and that HE'S A BLOODY ASSHOLE SO JUST SHUT UP AND SWEEP.
But he didn't. Before I could say "FUCK YOU, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE" or something equivalent to that, Faiz Danyal interrupted by scolding Narean, telling me to sabar and I telling him to be quiet, and then he started screaming at Narean.
After a momentary pause, Faiz started to cry and wanted to hit and strangle Narean. [which I didn't mind if he actually did but if Narean's dead body were to be found in 4H, I'm going to be the one BLAMED] Faiz Teoh, Forkshian and Sheril stopped him and he cried some more before lifting his metal chair up to hit Narean.
The whole class gasped and started to laugh. Me? I was practically screeching with laughter. Again, someone stopped him and while he was still crying, he came up to me and said "FARAH AMIRA! YOU STARTED IT! BECAUSE OF YOU, I'M LIKE THIS NOW"
So, Farah Roslee, Nadia and Priya and I laughed some more.
Then when I wanted to go look for Pn Karimah, Mint said he was apparently babbling something like "FARAH AMIRA. AWAK KENA SABAR. KENA RESPECT KAWAN-KAWAN SAYA SEBAB KELAS NI SEMUA KAWAN SAYA. KALAU TAK, TAK TAULAH APA NAK JADI. BIAR SAYA JELAH JADI KETUA" or something like that. Padahal I was already near Physics lab. I just heard Jashdave yelling "DEY! FARAH AMIRA IS ALREADY THERELAH! WHY YOU TELLING THIS TO US?"
Pause. Fast forward.
Jane brought me Strawberry Chocolate Cake from Secret Recipe today to make up for the Carrot Cake that she, Rupini, Wei Lin and Bryan finished. I DEVOURED it and became high. I ate the last quarter of it during BM. And when I asked teacher to repeat the sentence, everyone was like "ISSSSH!"
To which I accidentally replied out loud: "ALAAAAAH! EMOTIONAL LAH KORANG NI!" Everyone started to laugh. Haih. And then when I couldn't understand the latihan's instructions, Faiz Teoh said "Tak paham2 lagi ke Famira?"
I said: "YELAAAAH. AKU KAN BLUR HARI NI!" Again, the people laughed and Najat called me Emo. Kena balik. Essh.
But I stole that line from Faiz Teohh who said that line, minus the "YELAAAAH" yesterday when he told us that he couldn't memorise his oral.
Haih. 4 Hemah, 4 Hemah.
p/s: Faiz says he's gonna design class t-shirt! Woohooo! Will.Be.Awesome. =D
baby, I am fading away// ●●●
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 9:10 pm
FTW. I have been annoyed lately. Anddd I want a guitar tuner, a really nice voice and sudden magical guitar skills. My writer's block has decreased slightly I guess. I've written 3 pages on testpad paper. LOL. Short story, no doubt. Still, my poetry and lyrics can't flow. I've started two songs but I can't finish them.Dayummm.[Izzy, Malik: I started saying this before any of you did. Hmmmmmph]
ONE: Just go ahead, set alight
Set fire to my broken heart.
You're standing there
But I'm sitting here.
Do you not see just how lame that sounds right now? Grrrh.
TWO: You're like nobody else
Fast thinking, slow talking.
Do you think of me
When the other girls are chasing after you?
Aih. Maybe I should start reading dictionaries. Hahahahaha. How nerdy does THAT sound eh? =D =D
And and.. today was Day One of Busking For Change! Razman, Sree, Amir Marzuqi, Chris and Forkshian performed! Sree sang George Michaels' 'Careless Whispers'. Crazayyy.
Razman sang 'Guardian Angel' and 'The Alamo is No Place for Dancing'. Forkshian: A medley of songs and Chris sang 'Dare you to move' [issat the title? I dunno.] Amir had a nice voice. =)
And Sara Natalia's voice is lovely.
OH AND GUESS WHAT I JUST FOUND OUT?
PHOEBE KLAIRE BIGA CAN SING. Phoebs, I've known you for three years now and I never knew you could sing til today. Her voice is sooooo heavenly and jazzy. I hate her now. =(( She sang Michael Buble's 'Everything' to me and Stefira just now. She REFUSED to perform at the speaker's corner because she's afraid people will laugh.
With a voice like that? SERIOUSLY? Haih.
Meanwhileee, I know the chords to 'Viva La Vida'! Sikit jelah tapi. C, D, G, Em but I can't get the strumming right. Maklumlah, orang baru main...
There's gonna be an Interact BOD meeting tomorrow. *sigh* I hope it's all good news. I'm sick of being disappointed. DAMMIT!
Listening to Josh Golden's Let Me Go now. If only I had the voice to sing it. =((
don't walk away like you always do ●●●
Sunday, April 19, 2009 8:49 pm
BORED BORED BORED. Malik hitam. Haaahhaaaaaahaaaahh.Good luck for form 3s and 5s taking intervensi tomorrow! It's honestly the stupidest thing ever created on Earth other than.... Paris Hilton.
Yepp.
Sherlina, PLEASE update your blog.
=D =D
smile for the paparazzi ●●●
Saturday, April 18, 2009 11:48 pm
Pictures! hahaha. From Crystal's phone and OKLAH, ME. I dah CARI MY CABLE. HMPH.CRYSTAL'S
funny weyh
funny weyh
look at charles and rup! =D
the fingers.
charles looks constipated
crystal is a freak
freaks
aktiviti tidak berfaedah
kurang senonoh
photoshoot? =O
photoshoot lagi?
MINE
supermodels
lahh. HOW COULD KESH NOT PUT ME IN THE PICTURE!
favourite #1
charles bajet hot!
candid camera!
wei lin breakdance?
wooot!
another one~
charles doing a handstand
Favourite #3
One of the performances
Rupini and Wei Lin
MALIK HISYAM ZAIHAN! happy? :)
Charles has a big butt!
fakers.
nasreen, me, crystal, phoebe and a busy hakim
crystal, me, jane yang emo.
BTW, this is stolen from Malik's blog. This was when he was playing a game. Kimberly was looking for contestants so I shouted "MALIK WANTS TO PLAY!" Sorry dude. =D
the truth turned out to be a lie ●●●
10:51 pm
SBU IU Day was pretty fun! Met with Kimberly, Trixie, Ruzanna and Hakim. Before the thing actually started, Trixie and Hakim were flying everywhere, running here and there. The Musical 'Love around the clock' was pretty cute. Rupini, Crystal, Phoebe and me had fun laughing at Daniel Jude. *chuckles*Then the exhibition... W-OW. I mean, I'm STARTING ALL MY RESEARCH NOW if I'm going to outdo them. They made a CAR, PLAYBOY MANSION, DISNEYLAND, THE YELLOW BUS and they had one diner section where everyone got mini cups of vanilla milkshake served by Izeri and a girl. Sedap!
And they had Marilyn Monroe. LOL. Models part, I've got it covered. Mehehe. You people will have to wait and see nanti. =D
Met with Edward - ST.John Interact- and called him sombong. He said he wasn't sure if I WAS FARAH. ==" Then we started on the ICC Game nicknames: Ferocious Farah and Extreme Edward. LOL
I ALSO MET JASMINE CHENG TODAY! Yes, Sherlina. Our cheerleading, maths geek Jasmine. =D
Rupini, Jane, Charles, Wei Lin, Malik, Phoebe, Crystal, Kesh, Nasreen, Rocyie... Had fun with y'all today. =)) Pictures coming tomorrow
Of Charles' big butt, everyone pretending to be shocked at Wei Lin, funny faces etc.
YAAYH.
P/S: They didn't mention SAB during the rolecall! I told Kimberly and Hakim and they were like "WHAT? THEY DIDN'T?" so they called us first when they were giving out the souvenirs to interact clubs. Hahahah. Naklah dikenali jugakkk.
you can't feel anything ●●●
Friday, April 17, 2009 11:52 pm
Me: I have never met a bigger asshole than narean.
Narean:.....
Najat: HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
Put: Kesian dia!
Jashdave: WHAT FOR?
Najat: Tah. Tak kesianlah!
Me: Buat apa nak kesian? Padan muka ah. Ingat hebat sangat.
Narean:.....
Put: No offense okay Narean?
Me: Oh, PLEASE DO TAKE OFFENSE. =D
Najat and JAshdave: HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
Ah, bitchy bitchy times. They come once in a while but they last forever. TAKE THAT NAREAN! YOU THINK YOU CAN GET AWAY FROM BEING RUDE TO ME? HEH? TAKNAK THROW PLASTIK TO MY FACE AGAIN THIS TIME?
HMPH.
beginning to see the light. ●●●
11:41 pm
SBU IU DAY TOMORROW! CAN'T WAIT! =D FIRST IU DAY YANG NON-SAB OKAY? =D =D =DP/s: Rupini = Fatimah Maimunah Bt Ustaz Maidin Wahab
Jane = Nur Jannah Cheah Bt Abdullah.
;)
if I'm falling apart. ●●●
Thursday, April 16, 2009 7:58 pm
Ok, I am pissed right now. Why? Because i have to finish Bio notes til chapter 3 by tonight, do two karangans, three rumusans and the pemahaman questions that come with them and my mum was like "SUKA HATILAH APA NAK JADI! NAK JADI ORANG KE, NAK TENGGELAM KE!"WTF.
OK, rewind sikit. She's sending me for tuition at Maths Clinic. Yesterday, Raihan went for trial at Ilmu Studio and just now, my mum called Aunty Nurul to talk about the subjects I'm taking so that me and Raihan can go to the same group at Maths Clinic.
At about 7.45, Aunty Nurul called my mum saying that Raihan is going for trial at Maths Clinic today. Like eff. Memang tak naklah I nak pergi right? With that shitload of homework, I haven't even bathed since coming back from school around 5.10,etc. Thus, it lead to my mum's statement as mentioned above.
Yes, I know I don't have kids to raise, money to look for, cars and a house to pay for but JUST BECAUSE 'ALL I DO IS STUDY', IT DOESN'T MEAN I CAN'T BE STRESSED TOO!
Friendship, homework, Tipah, monitor responsibilities, Editorial board tasks, Interact Sergeant-at-arms post, [I KENA MARAH BY SERENE TODAY BECAUSE I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING YET OKAY?] edubox, guitar chords to practise and memorise, raging hormones, dysfunctional teachers in SAB, etc.
SO DON'T SAY I CAN'T BE STRESSED OUT BECAUSE MY ONLY RESPONSIBILITY IS TO STUDY. bullshit.
To top that off, my brother is a complete asshole. The only time I unwind is by watching Idol on Wednesdays and Thursdays. Today, he was like "NO, I'M WATCHING THIS" after switching on to some crap arm wrestling programme and get this. HE WASN'T WATCHING PUN! HE WAS READING NEWSPAPER!
He still owes me my lollipops. If he doesn't repay me, anything he buys and goes into the fridge, will be promptly consumed by yours-truly. Peduli apa aku!
And speaking of assholes, NAREAN DID NOT DO THE CLASS POWERPOINT. Since the class that does not participate will be punished, I wil lget the WHOLE CLASS to punish him. FUCKLAH YOU BLOODY EEJIT!
Smile like the idiots you are ●●●
Wednesday, April 15, 2009 7:48 pm
ARGH! Homework, homework, homework. *grumbles* Someone in class today said the FaBryNi is cute because we are close. Hmm. SHERIL, was it you? =OWent to buy my classical guitar. Don't love it, don't hate it. His name is Ethan. =)
In other news, I have been doing EVERYTHING in trying to get a fever. Eat chachos, drink coke, eat greasy stuff to make my throat worse, playing in the rain but all I got was a headache. GRRRR. Why do I badly want a fever? Because I need a break. I want a day when I can just lie down in bed all day long without having to worry about homework and crap.
I want to have a fever on a schoolday thankyouverymuch. Preferably Monday or Wednesday. Monday is because I do NOT want to hear Pn Latifah talking garbage at the assembly ground and Wednesday, so that I don't have to go PBSM.
Lately, I only feel like Interact is the only thing that's worth going. Because it's fun enough to make me forget about my worries until meeting ends.
*sigh*
Chronicles of a cupcake:
This picture is so old! It's setting is in the house in Gombak! In front of the tv. Hahaha.
SPORTS DAY:
Bendahara Naib Johan Perbarisan Hamper =))))
IZZZYYY! "CAN YOU PLEASE STOP ZOOMING IN TO MY FACE?"
Victor eating pandan kaya bread. LOL.
Malik looking like he's dying.
Aimi and Dini! [Aini and Dimi] =DSorry folks. I forgot to rotate before uploading to blogger. Ngehehehe.
ETHAN-RELATED [especially for SHERLINA. HMPH]:
Ethan one.
Ethan 2
Purple Medium Jim Dunlop, skull and black picks from Mint and my beloved red Hard Jim Dunlop.
Ethan's colour has a tinge of orange in it but since my room's light ain't that bright, I had to use flash which resulted in that deep brown colour. Hmph.
I need a tuner! =O
I need a tuner! =O
i fell flat on my face too many times. ●●●
Tuesday, April 14, 2009 7:57 pm
There are times when you feel like you're on top of the world. Nothing ever to stand in your way. But in a split second, everything changes. You're free-falling with nothing to hold on to, nothing to protect you. You feel a hundred and one emotions changing each second.Put, Bryan and Nadia: I'm sorry that I suddenly started crying this morning and scaring you guys, misleading you into thinking there were bigger problems I was going through. Thank you, for being concerned. Bryan, no matter how much I yell or smack you, you're a really great guy friend for one to have. =)
Stress. The root cause of all this outrageous nonsense. I've got piles of homework stacking up, oral to memorize, memorize guitar chords and practice them, IU Night exhibition to plan, the responsibility of being a class monitor...... I fear that I might sink into the ground one day, never coming back up.
I just want everything to end now. I want to study, sit for SPM, get 10A's and jet off overseas to study Graphic Design. It's only been four months into Form 4 and I've cried more times than previous years.
I yearn to fall into someone's arms and cry on their[preferably, HIS] shoulder and talk about everything to make myself feel better. I want people to appreciate me and love me just as I am. Not because of how I look and act.
Mr.Right, if you're out there. Please save me.
invisible to me. ●●●
Monday, April 13, 2009 9:08 pm
I wanna dig up a really big hole, go inside it, and get someone to cover it back up.Thanks.
bite my tongue. ●●●
Friday, April 10, 2009 10:20 pm
Today is last day of Kawad bendahara practice! I feel so sad. =( I told them if they won, Victor will belanja them. LOL. I'm going to MISS KECIK!!!!haih.
Victor is also psycho, tau? I angkat my hands to wave at him, he thought I wanted to give him a hug. Depan cctv some more. And Iwan macam bongok. He said he's going to bake a cake in the microwave in his asrama! WTH!!!! Bryan was sad because Rupini left for Indonesia and apparently, did not tell him goodbye. Hesh.
So, guess what? I have two ulcers on my bottom lip. They're like conjoined. When I was at Aunty An's house just now; eating, I accidentally bit one of them and it stung like hell before becoming numb! It was bleeding too! UGGGH. So now it's slightly swollen. And red.
Just like my fingers! They're red and painful.I went to restring my guitar back into an acoustic. My wrist and fingers were already painful after my classical lesson, I just HAD to play the acoustic. Thus, hurting my fingers even more. The paaaain! ='(
And guess what? I'm newly-elected class monitor! WTH. Puteri's fault. She said "IF YOU VOTE FOR FARAH AMIRA, SHE'LL HAVE THE POWER TO SLAP NAREAN!" and a lot of people reacted 'positively' to that. I was like torn even before the 'election'. I wanted to be monitor because of Ko-Ko marks and the nametag! But I didn't want to be monitor because of attendance shit, being punctual for classes and THE WORKLOAD WEYH! goshhh.
So, yeah. BTW, my cousin watched David Archie LIVE today! She's in KDU. WTH! SO UNFAIR THAT HE WENT THERE! See, Stefira. If you entered the contest, mesti David datang SAB and rock the tapak perhimpunan. Hahaha. Zully and Sherlina are going tomorrow night. *sigh* I want an autograph! =(
Bite my tongue, woe is me.
light the candles. ●●●
Thursday, April 09, 2009 10:16 pm
FUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!I'm not getting my epiphone. Shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit.
I'm going to get a fugly guitar instead. The controlling units say it's the sound that counts.
Yeah, of course it does. But who wants to own something fugly?
FUG.
the sidewalk where we met. ●●●
9:46 pm
Today is second last day of Bendahara kawad practice! I feel sad now. Victor brought his camera just now. Took a few pictures. Made Malik pumping 80 000 times. Yeah.
Malik: 10 000, 20 000, 40 000, 70 000, 80 000!
Me: Yayyy!
Something like thatlah. Can't remember. Hahahah. Just now I went to Mesra to buy Paddle Pop and my routine two bottles of Magnolia Milk. My paddle pop broke into TWO when I watched them kawad. THE PART THAT FELL WAS THE MARSHMALLOW BLUEBERRY PART WEYHHHH! =( i was left with the yucky vanilla part je. Eeesh.
Then, first bottle of milk, Victor said he wanted some after i drank half a bottle. I said take it all because I still have another bottle. He was like "REALLY? DOWAN! I FEEL BAD BECAUSE YOU HELP ME SO MUCH ADY! DOWANLAAH"
Naturally, I went: "DRINK IT ALL LAH OKAAY? FINISH IT! OKAAAAAY?"
Then he went "You sound like my mum weyh. thankyouthankyouthankyou" LOL.
I am very pleased because they have mastered the COMPLETE formation in what... two days? And the three newcomers are able to cope with the hormat and formation and dressing eventhough they're not that good at it.
WTF. I DUNNO AND CANNOT KAWAD PUN! SO MEMANG DIORANG LIKE GILA AWESOME!
Yurrr... Gone are the days of kacau-ing Armin, 'marah-ing' Kecik,[i dunno his name! memang i call him kecik! Hahah] asking everyone to time loudly, watching Anas take over[cheh, hebatlah tu?] and calling Kai Fang as 'adik Bo Fang'.
*sigh*
I will always remember Victor and his anak-anak. =D Next year lagi eh Victor?
On a side note, Razman peeked at 4H through 4B's window and we all BOOed him. Hahah. At the time, Karthi passed by and thought everyone was BOOing him. Hahhaah.
Still no monitor. Names suggested? Ka Hou, Faiz Teoh, Faiz Danyal [yurrr],Cavan, Sook Shian, me and Sheril[but she dowanlahh!]
Haih. Die.
tired tired tired. ●●●
Wednesday, April 08, 2009 9:30 pm
Sorry, nothing witty today as my blog title. Today was blazing hottt. Gaaah. Anyway, I am tired. I need more SLEEP.My homework = abandoned.
Guitar = unpracticed.
Life = horrible.
Oh God.
"Bendahara is rocks. I has good english!" - Malik.
Victor: Siapa yang balik 4.30 boleh balik.
Me: BYE VICTOR!
Malik: Boleh balik ke?
Me: Balik je...... *walk a little* EH VICTOR!
Victor: Yes?
Me: MALIK BALIK TAU?
Malik: Ha! Malik balik.
Glitter, black paint and blank minds. ●●●
Tuesday, April 07, 2009 9:10 pm
Sooo. today I was as blank as a fresh piece of paper. I had one constant look on my face:[ O.O ] THE WHOLE DAY.During Sejarah, teacher didnt come. So, me and Jane went to the toilet. Afterwards, we stopped by canteen and bought nasi lemak ayam goreng, bungkus to share. Haah. Suddenly, we found out there was teacher in class!
WTF. Relief teacherlah. Not En. Wan Marzuqi. So, we put the nasi lemak on Rupini's bigass box and then Jane sat on the floor to eat. Hahaha. I tunduk2 a little bit to eat. Nyahaha.
Then Bryan came and saw me eating the chicken. He criticised my diet and said "FARAH ON A DIET IS IMPOSSIBLE. HER DIET IS MINIMUM 10 CHICKENS A DAY"
So, I ignored him til balik time. Babi betol. You WAIT AH KEDAI KOPI CHOO XIN WEI, BRYAN! End of the year, I will become a SKINNY BITCH.
Hmph. Then during Bio, I didn't feel like studying at all. So when I found out Bendahara and Syahbandar were doing their sepanduk and all, I wanted to help. I went to ask Pn Karimah. She gave me permission and I was a free girl til last period. Waheyy. I even helped the Syahbandar people. I've got glitter on my arms! ARGH.
And I have a 1-sen coin sized dot on my baju kurung because of the black paint. Adoiiii. So, yeah.
Abang Man switched classes today. So, yeah. IT SUCCKS! boooh.
did you take off while I was gone? ●●●
Monday, April 06, 2009 9:33 pm
Homecoming - Hey Monday. Can't get enough of it. Yay! They're like Paramore basically, if you haven't heard of them but of course, Paramore is like 20 times better.Anyway, todaaaay. We pretty much became crazy as we headed in one big group to Chem lab. One person started saying "WEYH DIAMLAH!" and soon it turned to chaos as everyone started to say it to a different person/ Hehhh.
Jane wore specs today! I called her Professor Cheah. Hee!
Me: Professor CHEAHHH!
Jane: Yes? How may I help you?
Me: I WANNA KNOW HOW TO FRENCH KISS! HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH *cannot stop laughing*
Jane: o.o CANNOT TEACH ONE! HAVE TO LEARN FROM EXPERIMENTS!
On the way back to Chem lab, Razman helped carry Rupini's crazy-heavy file and books and pencilcase. Hahaha. After I 'bising' to him and Faiz Teoh to carry her. LOL. JOKING LAAAH! Ahh. I remember my 3K days of forcing Bryan to carry my stuff.
AND SPEAKING OF RAZMAN, bongok. HALF OF THE CLASS DOESNT WANT HIM TO LEAVE FOR 4B! WTH LAH WEYH! DONT LEAVE US!
In Lestari's words: "Weyhhh. Orang nak masuk 4B camnilah kaan? 4 Buruk. Kitorang sume 4 Hot. HAHAHAHAH"
And just now, kawad Bendahara.... after the session ended, Victor said he wanted to cry because tomorrow is last day before raptai. I panicked.
"DONT CRYLAH VICTOR! OK? JANGAN MACAM NIIIIII!"
I rock at moral support. Nyahaahah. Anyway, remember my rock band I'm starting a few years from now? Guess what? I have RECRUITED SHERLINA. MUAHAHAHAHAAH. Lol.
[see, see. Your name is soooooooo BIG! =D]
And my beloved daughter June has decided to diet with me weyh! Terharu-ed. LOL. First day is okay. It's just the first few weeks that's hard. After that, I'll get the hang of it again... LIKE LAST YEAR!
Dammit. I wanna wear size 28 jeans! =O
if eyes could speak//baby baby ●●●
Sunday, April 05, 2009 9:58 pm
New blog songs! Yes, SONGS! For the first time ever, Farah Amira has put two songs on her blog. As soon as If Eyes Could Speak ends, Baby Baby starts.They're soooo goood.
If Eyes Could Speak - Devon Werkheiser of Ned's Declassified.... fame. It's so sweeet.
Baby Baby - Josh Golden. AWESOME STUFF.
=D Give them a listen and then be the judge. If you're not into sappy stuff, just skip to baby baby okaay.
=D
oh dear god. ●●●
9:07 pm
I am doomed. I forgot the format for lisan and oral. DIE.Hmph.
I'm about to steal the air out of your lungs. ●●●
1:01 pm
Hah! Title has little relevancy to today's post. I'm sorry. =D Speaking of sorries, I actually DO have an apology to hand out.SORRY FAIZ TEOH! I'M SORRY THEY CONFISCATED YOUR BELOVED PHONE BECAUSE OF ME ! =(
SORRY! SORRY! SORRY!
*sigh*
In other news, Razman said he might be switching from Bio to LK! WTF! =O Rupini said "TELL HIM TO GO DIE CAN OR NOT?" hahahah.
If he does switch, one more Malay guy gone from 4H. One more monitor gone. One more fun psycho gone.
Moving on. Yesterday was Cross Country! The second one I attended, and the FIRST TIME I COMPLETED! woohooo! But I felt like collapsing at this one place where there were no teachers,pbsm nor KP but I kept walking. If I stopped, my legs would STIFFEN and hurt badlyy.
When I reached school, I felt like puking but I didn't. Yay! Sheril and a form 3 pbsm came to my aid. Sheril asked me to sit down at the astaka. My legs were stiff and couldn't bend and the form 3 girl fanned me. After I felt okay, I wanted to go to the canteen. When I tried standing up, my legs nearly gave way. Yikes!
Rupini fell and scraped her knee but still wanted to run. In the end, she was sent back to the school and afterwards, Hoo Keen, Chris and Serene tended to her. Good job, girl. You're really brave and determined. =) There's always next year, kay?
And babi punya Umesh. He said "GOOD JOB FARAH! HAVE YOU TAKEN THE FORM TO ENTER BIGGEST LOSER?"
T.T
So, I really wanna lose weight by the end of this year or latest..... March next year? I wanna be able to RUN to finish CROSS COUNTRY. I wanna be at least number 60. I'm gonna start running soon.
No more nasi padprik in the canteen. No more nasi lemak + rendang//ayam goreng no matter how tempting. From now on, it'll be tuna or egg mayo on wholemeal bread. No more teh ais in school DAILY. And no more Frost Root beer. If I REALLY need it, I'll grab Red Bull. If I'm slightly tempted, then it's going to be SOYA BEAN. After sports, water first. If I'm not satisfied, THEN I'll grab a can of 100 Plus.
I've already stopped eating maggi unless I really really feel like it. So, there's not much of a problem there. So people, if you see me TRYING to queue up for padprik or nasi lemak at the canteen, remind me of my goal. KAY? Every bit of support counts.
No more heavy dinners unless on special occasions or sundays, when we'd usually go out to Ayuthai or the occasional South Sea Restaurant in Subang Jaya. If I stayback, and my mum cooks Nasi Briyani/Nasi Minyak/Nasi Ayam/Nasi Tomato, I will NOT eat it for dinner. I will eat it for lunch the next day.
Breakfast? Oats. or my BBQ cheese sandwich. That is it. No more nasi goreng. It'll make me feel really lethargic anyways, seeing that I lack sleep. Nggggh. The battle begins. I'm off to grill my fish and make my chicken salad now. Byebye.