Surprises. {fmraLautz v.o2}

about a girl.●●●

Hi. People call me farah.
I like to doodle lyrics. and quotes. I first loved on March 8,1993. Yes, I'm going to be a senior in high school this year. SPM sucks balls. Why can't they just leave us alone?. Taylor Lautner? he's my husband.. I like to read. Books are cool.. No, contrary to popular belief, I am neither a nerd nor am I heartless. i ~~can be~~ am just dorky and sarcastic sometimes. i like music because i can relate to the lyrics.

chitchat. ●●●

linkage.●●●

♥Arda-eee ♥Aimi ♥Aisyaaaw ♥Baoyu ♥Crystal ♥Fara Zaidi ♥Fatiinnn. ♥HooKeeny ♥Imaneeeee ♥Jo ♥Jasmine ♥Karineee ♥LX Ho ♥Malik ♥Mint ♥ My tumblr ♥Sherlina ♥Sook Shian! ♥STEFFIRRAAAA ♥Syamira ♥Tammie ♥Zullly
layout by Le en striped pattern from Ego-box

Of missing Seventeens and the gay pig. ●●●

Monday, March 30, 2009 9:19 pm

Yes, I have misplaced my Seventeen mags weyh! March and April. No wait, i just found my April one. I still can't find the March one. Babter betol. Hmph. Have a feeling it might be in my parents' room though. I THINK I was reading it there the other day; watching tv. =D

In other news, I am joining the school's guitar classes for guitar orchestra[What a concept, LOL]! Saja je. Me, Mint, Tasha, Rupini, Jane, Put, Razman, Faiz Teoh, Wei Lin, Hana. Hebat kann?

SO, something funny happened in class today. Remember my post about drama how I referred to Razman as "ABANG MAN [inside joke inside joke"? Now, here's how the story went.

Some gedik syahbandar girls called Faiz Teoh "Abang Faiz~" in a sing-song voice. So Najat asked Razman if he would like gedik as hell girls calling him "Abang Maaaaan~~~~" hahahaha. He said "Meremang bulu roma den."

So just now, time was up during English. Sheril, me and Put tried to call him so that he would make everyone stand up and say 'thank you teacher' but noooo.

Us: RAZMAAAAAN!
R: ..........
Me: HEsh. Susah betol! MAAAAAN!
Us: MAAAN! ARMANI!!!!
Put: Takpe, takpe. on the count of 3, kita call him abang man. 1,2,3.
Us: Abang maaaaaaaan~

Half of the class was laughing and he turned around slowly with a horrified look on his face. "Weyhh. Asal doh?" he said.

Then suddenly I said "OKAY! SATU CLASS H NI PANGGIL ALL THE GUYS ABANG."

Then the pig said his own name before saying Razman's name.

"Abang Nareaaaaaan~[in a gayass manner] hahah. Abang maaaaaaaaaaaaaaan~ *bats eyelashes*"

I was laughing so hard, I travelled from MY PLACE to FORKSHIAN'S PLACE. WTF! Hadoiiiiiii.

In the library, Razman called Wei Lin. Wei Lin said "Ye, Abang Razman?"

Fcking.Hilarious. Put started calling him Kakanda Man pulak. Adoiii. Anyway, gotta run! Ciaoz! And if Rupini betol2 getting me the kickass bdae present she said she's going to get me, I am going to love her forever.

NYAHAHAHAAH.

I promise this is the last. ●●●

Sunday, March 29, 2009 10:42 pm

Okay, okay. Don't LOOK AT ME WITH EVIL EYES JUST BECAUSE I HAVE MORE THAN TWO UPDATES TODAY. Sheesh. Anyway. Share the excitement with me.

These are crazy nice. I want them! =(

sweeet.

<3

Owning a fedora is among the few on top of my wishlist. Never mind that I would wear them once in a blue moon. They just look awesome.

One step closer to being a full-fledged rockstar! Wooohooo.

ROFLMFAO <--- btw, does anyone still do that though?

The BRYNI. ●●●

10:30 pm

I just realised today. How much, I really miss the FaBryNi. And how they are the exact opposites of each other but I love them the same... Okay, maybe I love Rupini most because Rupini is reliable and Bryan is a dumbass. How about that? =D

Bryan is a CHINESE who thinks he's Indian. He can speak with an Indian accent if he wants to and when he sees those Chinese girls talking loudly, he'll go "Huh! Chinese!"

Rupini on the other hand, acknowledges the fact that she's Indian. BUT she's been Malaynized and Cinanized by us. The evidence? She was trying to learn Chinese from Ee Yin and Sheril the last time I checked. And she speaks Malay and wears baju kurung most of the time.

Example: EEYUURRRRR. FAMIRA! Apa ni? Hahh?

LOL.

Haih. I miss the FaBryNi days of sitting in the lab and bengkel together. =)

Rocque. ●●●

9:17 pm

My title is in no way associated with the very bising[XD] Rocyie Wong. No, no.

Rocque is "ROCK" spelled the wrong way.IT is read as ROCK and NOT RO-KEE or ROCKAY.

So, what am I going on about this whole Rocque thing? Well, I like to daydream a lot. One of them involves me being a very talented and skilled guitarist in the near future [roughly...5 years?] and being in a band. With another girl as bassist, and two dudes. Vocalist and drummer respectively. And our name will be Rocque.

The first album will be called 'Rocque and Role' and it will be a hit on Myspace and Youtube. Before we know it, we're internationally and locally famous; touring all corners of the world. The vocalist would be some gorgeous preppy dude with a British or Australian accent and I would then start dating him.

McFly becomes a fan of ours and Dougie is crushed that he didn't know me earlier coz I'm that awesome. Jesse McCartney is my number one fan and Nevershoutnever! is the band's best friend.

Sounds a litte bit too pretentious doesn't it? But it's the exact opposite! I mean, c'mon. The band name is prettyyyy lame but still simple enough to be a unique rock band name. Like The Kooks! See what I mean? or The Ramones! And obviously, the album name 'Rocque and Role' is adapted from 'Rock and Roll' like duhhh.

I wanna see THIS dream come alive. =D

Okay, okay. I've been reading King Dork these past few days and I finally finished it! It's not all that bad. Aisya has misled me into thinking it's a horrible book. It really isn't once you get past the.... sex stuff. Heh. No worries, it's pretty tame. But unlike King Dork, I am pretty normal. Ha! And I don't have a rad electric guitar. No worries though. I'm nt getting one anytime soon. Those things are CRAZY HEAVY! It's like carrying 2 1/2 DICTIONARIES!

For now, I will stick to Acoustic/Classical. Heh. 'Rocque' the band can wait. Did I mention I'm going to get myself into the guitar classes in school? Will have to ask my beloved Pn Wan Rosna tomorrow if there are any openings left. It;s all I'd ever want. Two hours of guitar a week. 30 for one and a half hour and then 85 for the other half an hour. But of course, the one in school ain't gonna be one to one which explains the affordability. But hey, I can SO be a rockstar in no time with this.

Now all I need to know is whether we'll be using acoustic or classical guitars. If classical, I can use my acoustic turned classical, but the teacher is going to have to tune it EVERY class or smth. If acoustic, I am TOAST. It's okaaay. I'm going to ask my dad to get me a proper classical guitar then i can restring the Kapok back to an acoustic. =D

Either that or you guys can all share your money and buy me a really cool guitar and I'll act totally surprised. Not kidding okay? *serious face*

Y'all owe me bdae presents or else NONE are coming your way when it's your birthday. Got it? =D Cheh. Blackmail pulak. Hahahha.

So now I gotta wrap Hoo Keen and Bryan's present. *grumble grumble* Haha. Bukan tak ikhlas, jealous je. Hmphh. Bye bye.

The Happy Project. ●●●

8:22 pm

The Happy Project. Hmmm. So, I had an "ahaa" moment todayy [AREN'T YOU PROUD DEAREST SHERIL?] The world is a big bad place full of unhappiness which can clearlyy be seen through my 'sad' post. So yeah.

Project motive: To cheer people up[obviously] and rid them of negativity and pessimism!

Sounds simple? Yes. "HOW?" You ask me.

W-ell. Everyone has at least ONE happy song. When you're down, you listen to that song. When you're so happy, you listen to that song. When you feel like killing a certain someone, you listen to that song. Get my flo'?

So how does one carry out the Happy Project and WHAT DOES IT HAVE TO DO WITH MUSIC? Ever heard of the saying "Music soothes the savage beast"? So, the idea of the project is to get whoever is feeling down, listening to YOUR happy song. You can put the songs up on your blog/annoy the person til he or she eventually listens to the song/share your earphones/etc.etc.

For me, it's Nevershoutnever!'s Happy. =) It puts a smile on my face and makes me go all warm and fuzzy on the inside. Give it a shot people.

Locate an unhappy friend/sibling, get them to listen to your happy songs. Just remember, heavy metal songs do NOT count.

=)

go rot in hell, pig! Huzzah! ●●●

12:27 am

Farah ©™ says:
*hahaha
*NAREANISANASS HILTON!
*=D

Plate says:
*ahahhahahhaha
*sounds good 2 me
*maybe we'll get jashdave 2 join him
*the new brangelina couple

Farah ©™ says:
*awwwwh
*so sweet
*=D

Plate says:
*that'd be fun

Farah ©™ says:
*JASHDAVEISNOTBRAD PITT + NAREANISANASS JOLIE
*HAHAHA

Plate says:
*LOL!
*anak enam dowwhh

Plate's name changed to protect her privacy. If the pig uncovers this and wants a face-off. I want to destroy him ALONE.

Confirmed. ●●●

Saturday, March 28, 2009 10:37 pm

Oh MY GOD. Oh MY GOD. The person who treated my Epilepsy is. is. is GONE. May her soul rest in peace. Al-fatihah.

Two missing doctors turn up dead in ravine By : Lee Shi-Ian

AMPANG, Sat.:

The families of two doctors who lodged missing person reports were informed today that their loved ones had died in a tragic mountain-climbing accident.

The two specialist doctors, who had been reported missing since Wednesday, were found dead deep in a ravine near the Klang Gates in Ulu Ampang this afternoon at 2.15pm.

It was no easy task for search and rescue teams to get to the bodies of Haliza Mohd Shafiee, 53, and Amin Tai Abdullah @ Tai Yen Ming, 57, as the ravine path was dense and nearly impossible to get through.

A helicopter was used to get an aerial view of the ravine and that was when both bodies were spotted. Tracker dogs were later used to determine the exact location of the bodies.

Haliza's body was brought out of the ravine at 3.30pm while Amin's body was brought out at 3.45pm. Both bodies were badly decomposed and have been sent to the Kuala Lumpur Medical Centre for a post-mortem.
Haliza, a paediatrician, and Amin, a paediatric surgeon at a medical centre in Ampang, had been reported missing by their respective families since last Wednesday when they failed to return home.

Police believe that the two doctors had slipped and fallen into the ravine as they went hiking at the popular spot in Bukit Tabuh near Taman Melawati. Police got the breakthrough on the location of both doctors by tracking the GPS device in Haliza's Toyota Latio.

According to closed-circuit television camera images obtained from the hospital, both doctors were seen leaving the hospital's car park at about 11.30am on Wednesday.

Police found trekking equipment inside the vehicle at the scene and witnesses also claimed that they saw both doctors entering the forest on Wednesday but that was the last time they were seen alive.

The grieving families of both doctors declined to speak to the press when approached at the scene or later at the Kuala Lumpur Medical Centre. Ampang police chief Assistant Commissioner Abdul Jalil Hassan said the deaths of the two doctors had been classified as sudden death as police do not suspect foul play involved.

Source: NST online.

she makes me happy. ●●●

10:13 pm

she's so pretty, it drives me crazy.

I'm still pretty sad like I've said in my previous post but I've let most of it out. Thanks Iman.

And then I read my pretty's blog. Who? My one and only Forkshian. I love her to pieces. [and baoyu and sheril and priya and farah and rupini and put and mint]

She wrote this on her blog:

Specially for
FAMIRA the spoon!!

Dont la sad now this is specially for you, so smile k?

=D < like this. Like me =D Because I smile prettily. (eh got this word wan ah?)

I dont really care abt the drama competition result because I know we rock and we did our best so screw the results! Ofcourse I hope we can get into top 3 but still, it's ok if we're not going to win =).

Because we know we rock =D.

And I so love this drama competition because now we love each other more! =D.

I even dont dislike the most annoying guy in our class so much ady now.

I love everybody!

I love u I love Tasha I love manda I love semua orang because 4H sings RUN BABY RUN~~

hahahahahhaha yea Bowl is right, BRING IPOD AND AMPLIFIER MORE OFTEN! Go 4h!

<3,
Your Golden Spoon.

Sadness.Jealousy.Lack of satisfaction. ●●●

4:07 pm

I am sad and jealous and unsatisfied.

I am sad and jealous because nobody has ever thrown me a surprise party or given me anything to die for, for my birthday. Not that I am not grateful or anything. Stefira, the star bracelet is my favourite bracelet ever and I glance at the friendship crystal ball you give me last year as I rush to get dressed every morning. Karin, Wicked is officially my favourite book. If anything, my 16th birthday falls on a time when people are busy/broke because of other expenditures and thus, resulting in my lack of birthday presents.

I've never felt that ovewhelming feeling of realisation slowly sinking in when the people yell "SURPRISE" and bring out the cake. No, I've never had that. And I feel envious of those who has ever had the experience. Like the PBSM people throwing a surprise party for Hoo Keen, or 5C throwing a surprise party for my cousin back in January. Hoo Keen was the happiest person I saw yesterday.

Or Bryan's birthday mini-surprise party among just the few of us yesterday. Me, Ronald, Umesh, See Teng, Chi jun, Roshan, Rupini...... Umesh and Khaavie walked to Baker's Cottage to get him his birthday cake - the heavenliest boston cheesecake on the planet- so that we could surprise him at around 1-ish.

I am sad because I read in the papers after my father told me that the paediatrician my brother and I had in Ampang Puteri went missing since Wednesday with another doctor. My aunt called earlier and said that they found the car and a chopper would be arriving soon. They were found motionless in the car near a trail or something. I will reconfirm as I get anymore updates.

My paediatrician was a nice woman. She helped cure me of my Epilepsy. As a child, I suffered from Epilepsy where I would get seizures, faint and wake up to find myself warded. In standard 1, I was free from it, if I'm not mistaken. Or maybe it's still inside my body, just inactive. The only downside to it was, after I stopped my medication I started to eat like mad.

I am sad and unsatisfied when Pn Wan Rosna told us that she thinks that 4K will win. That really brought me down. She didn't have to rub it in my face that we were unprepared for the drama comp. I know we had a lot of fun and that our props were wicked. Guitars, fake mics, Forkshian's lamppost, the tree for the park scenes..... I know that our storyline is ORIGINAL and people had a blast laughing at Tasha dancing to 'When I Grow Up', even the teachers.

I want us to win. I mean, obviously. Who doesn't want to win? I want a victory for 4Hemah. To prove to Faiz Danyal that he was wrong. He always looks down on us saying that we don't have good quality and we needed a better script and that we had lousy actors. I want to win so that each person from the 4 Hemah family would be proud and happy and would remember it for the rest of their lives, even those who moved away like Adeeb and Ummul and Ainaa. I want to go up onstage to receive whatever prize that the winners would get. I love 4 Hemah like I loved 3 Kamil, except for Arshad, Narean, Jashdave and Faiz Danyal. The rest are like family to me.

I am sad because I just watched 'I am Legend' for the first time ever. Sure, it's going to scar me because the Infected people are scary. But to see Will Smith's character Neville living only with Sam, his dog after his wife and daughter died in a copter crash to flee the virus, when it first became known as dangerous.

He talks to mannequins and in the end, he tried to save the life of a mother and her son by giving her the antidote before telling her to bring it with her to the Immunes' colony. Then he takes out a grenade, and ran towards the Infected with it, to kill them. Killing him in the process.He sacrificed himself for humanity.

filler: what does your birthday month say about you? ●●●

3:17 pm

BOLD - true
UNDERLINE - false
Italic - I wish.
~~Strike~~ I don't know

MARCH Birthdays:
Attractive personality.
Sexy.
Affectionate.
Shy and reserved.
Secretive.
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic.
Loves peace and serenity.
~~Sensitive to others.~~
Loves to serve others.
Easily angered.
~~Trustworthy.~~
Appreciative and returns kindness.
Observant and assesses others.
Revengeful.
Loves to dream and fantasize.
Loves traveling.
~~Loves attention.~~
Hasty decisions in choosing partners.
Loves home decors.
Musically talented.
Loves special things.
Moody.

RUN BABY RUN~ ●●●

Thursday, March 26, 2009 7:52 pm

Drama comp today was a BLAST. I do not regret yelling yesterday. I do not regret screaming in Narean's face today til Bryan got scared. I do not regret Jane butting the audience just now. I do not regret anything. I am happy.

=)

This morning I woke up with almost no voice but I got it back, thankfully. So we practised during BM, Maths a little bit during Chemistry and the last half an hour of Physics.

Chemistry period was the funnest. Ever. Because Put, Bowlyu and Forkshian were busy making the tree and lamppost, we decided to take a break lah kononnya. Should've been for a while je but it stretched til the end of chemistry period.

So we switched on songs! At first it was Taylor Swift's Love Story. Mehhh. Not much of a response. I'm Yours pun, because Sook Shian was busy. So she didn't really sing.

Then came Check Yes Juliet.

Everyone was singing along and bopping their heads. During the chorus, everyone yelled "RUN BAAAAAABYY RUNNNNN!" while Dzaed, Razman and Faiz Teoh jumped up and down in unison. Hahah. It was like. The.Best.Experience.Ever.

During second recess, we didn't go to canteen. We sat in class and listened to more music. Haha. I can't exactly remember during what song, that Dzaed and Razman danced. ~~I think it was Hot N Cold.~~ edit: 28/3: It was SHAKE IT. They were DANCING. LIKE MAD PEOPLE.

Razman: *dances, booty shake everything*
Me: WHATTHEHELL! Weyh! Naseb aku takde camera. Kalau tak, aku record pastu letak kat blog kasi heading besar2: RAZMAN GONE WILD
Rupini and Jane: HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

During Drama comp just now, everything wasn't as smooth as I expected and hoped it would be but at least, it was good. I like Ee Yin's part. Totally, lupa dunia weyh she! =D

And though they missed out a few lines, even PUT who was READING the SCRIPT, I'm really proud of them. =)

BUT I WILL NEVER LET THIS ONE GO DOWN EASILY. RAZMAN FORGOT THE MORAL OF THE STORY WEYH! bongok. I wrote it on the whiteboard during practice. Wrote it on a piece of paper for him to read during the other classes' turn.

But he just HAD to forget. HESH. Anyway, thank you sooooo soooo sooo much guys! I love you guys all! Except Narean and Arshad who were not at all cooperative during practice.

FORKSHIAN, BOWLYU, SHERIL THE PLATE, RAISIN[PUT], 'ABANG MAN'[inside joke inside joke: Razman], FARAH ROSLEE, KNIFEINI, PRIYASHINI,[orang zaman dinosaur!]FAIZ TEOH, HANA, JANE, HILARY: I LOVE YOU GUYS THE MOST! =D

'You make me happy, whether you know it or not.... I am so happy, knowing that you are the one that I want for the rest of my days' - 'Happy', Nevershoutnever!

xD

someone call up the ambulance, she needs an asylum. ●●●

Wednesday, March 25, 2009 9:10 pm

Read the title. I am so stressed out. I'm scared my mentality will just go -SNAP!- and then I start screaming incoherently in public or something.

I feel so stressed because of the drama comp. The class is not at all committed. They'd go for Taekwondo/Cheer/Renjer instead of drama eventhough drama is tomorrow while kawad zon is next week and cheer is on sports day. IN TWO WEEKS. FTW.

Why did this happen?

Because everytime i tell people to stayback for practice, only 5 will come out of... 15? I dunno. I don't care anymore. I am telling you, if 4 H gets humiliated or something tomorrow, I will clap my hands and laugh at them.

Screw them all. No dedication at all.

Then, there's HOMEWORK! The pile is effortlessly growing. Fck it lah weih.

EdiBoard shit? Pfffft. Not gonna be surprising if I get kicked out from the board.

EduBox? Starting this Friday methinks. Fckk. Cannot go watch Dark Knight at theatrette next week. RUBBISH. Might stop halfway though, edubox. if I have too many things to do.

Possibly going to Maths Clinic for Add Maths, Chem, Bio and Physics tuition. WHATTHEHELL. I don't want to naik the VAN WEYHHHH! I WANT MY DRIVING LICENSE NOW I GO DRIVE GO ILMU STUDIO!

shitness. I want Cikgu Ven to teach me Add Maths. HMPH.

SCREWLAH. GUITAR NEVER PRACTICE. TOMORROW NIGHT HAVE TO DO BIO NOTES. FRIDAY AFTER EDUBOX BALIK SURE CONKED ONE. FIND BED, HELLO BED, BYEBYE WORLD.

Shitlah. Why am I suddenly talking like an idiot/lala/half-brained asshole? Ugh. I wanted to cry just now. If I didn't scream, slam the class door and walk aimlessly around the school, I would have instead cried and lost it. I would CRY buckets of tears.

UGH! Selamat tinggal anda2 sekalian. I wanna go mandi, then type lisan//BM masterpiece for ediboard, design cover shit, put songs inside iPod for drama tomorrow and then go sleep. Tomorrow i'll wake up in a zombie-like state.

Diet is a DIE with a T. ●●●

8:13 pm

Tomorrow is drama comp. Die.

My mouse is half rosak. Die.

I cannot find 'When I grow up' in My Music. Die.

I haven't finished my EdiBoard orientation.Die.

I haven't really brainstormed fro IU Evening exhibition. Die.

I haven't designed the cover thingy for EdiBoard. Die.

I haven't written anything for BM masterpiece. Die.

Die.Die.Die.Die.Die.

autumn days will fade away ●●●

Saturday, March 21, 2009 10:18 pm

Indeed. Autumn days will fade away just like how loose papers will disappear from my study table a.k.a. dumpsite. So I made a new list. Boy, do I have a truckload of homework.

God.

SO, tomorrow I will do Engilsh, Bio, Karangan anddd Physics flashcards.

HADOI. I'm not doing my Add Maths and Agama. Whoopdedoo. Agama notebook doesn't exist and I didn't jot down the add maths homework neither was I paying attention in class. What? I have an excuse for you to sympathise, and definitely not for my beloved Add Maths teacher to know. I had a chronic stomach ache! I felt like dying.

Hmph.

I hate homework!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! *scream scream scream*

Speaking of all things hate, I HATE, DETEST, ABHOR the new MSN MESSENGER. RAWR. Why I changed it is beyond me... Wait. It all started with Snuffles saying:

"I LOVE THE NEW MSN!"

Well, I don't. Hmph. And my fingers HURTTTTTTTTTT. Oh callouses. DEVELOP, ALREADY. SHEESH. The tips are RED but the centres are WHITE.

Hesh.

Okaaay. I just opened my Bio notebook. There's a first step for everything! =D

P/S: I MISS ARDAAA! WHERE ARE YOU, LOVE?

filler: 'why boys go out with girls... so true' ●●●

10:01 pm

While I rack up my brains thinking of something to write in this blog and also, while I look for my homework list, read this thingy I got from Myspace bulletins. Nyahaha. Pssssh.

Did you know that every night before you go to sleep there is one person of the opposite sex thinking of you. They want to kiss you, they want to be with you, they are always thinking about you, this is all true and not fake. If you repost this in 5 min the person that is longing to be with you will approach you within one month and ask you out or grab you and kiss you. but if you break this chain no one will like you or ask you out again for 5 years........

advice....

WHEN SHE SAYS YOU ARE CRAZY/WEIRD
-SHE IS REALLY CRAZY ABOUT YOU

WHEN SHE ACTS SHY
-SAY I LOVE YOU

WHEN SHE RUNS AWAY FROM YOU
- CHASE HER

WHEN SHE PUTS HER FACE NEAR YOURS
- KISS HER

WHEN SHE KICKS & PUNCHES
- HOLD HER TIGHT

WHEN SHE IS SILENT
- SHE'S THINKIN OF HOW TO SAY I LOVE YOU

WHEN SHE IGNORES YOU
- SHE WANTS ALL YOUR ATTENTION!

WHEN SHE PULLS AWAY
- GRAB HER BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO

WHEN YOU SEE HER AT HER WORST
- TELL HER SHE'S BEAUTIFUL

WHEN SHE SCREAMS AT YOU
- TELL HER YOU LOVE HER BUT MEAN IT!!

WHEN YOU SEE HER WALKING
-SNEAK UP BEHIND HER GRAB HER BY THE WAIST AND GIVE HER A KISS

WHEN SHE'S SCARED!!!!!!!!!
-HOLD HER AND TELL HER EVERYTHING WILL BE OK CAUSE SHE'S WITH YOU

WHEN SHE LOOKS LIKE SOMETHINGS THE MATTER
- KISS HER AND TELL HER NOT TO WORRY

WHILE SHE HOLDS YOUR HAND
- PLAY WITH HER FINGERS

WHEN SHE SAYS SHE COLD
-SHE WANTS YOU TO HOLD HER TIGHT

post this in the next 70 seconds and you will have the best day of your life this friday and the one u love will either...

KiSS U,ASK U OUT.,CALL U, OR TEXT U..

.....OR BETTER

REPOST THiS titled "WHY BOYS GO OUT WITH GIRLS...SO TRUE"

hurraay! ●●●

Friday, March 20, 2009 8:38 pm

So, typically... girls don't get excited over this particular matter. HELL, most of them would freak out and whine uncontrollably.

"OH MY GOSH! MY FINGERR. NOOOOO. It's not a picture of perfection anymorreeee!"

Yeah, well. I'm not one of them. Hah. I have blisters on the fingers of my left hand! Waheyy. And a section of the first layer of the fingers' skins are.... gone.

Yep. They peeled. So now, my fingers are..... weird. Oh well. I'm on my way to having calloused fingers! YAAAAY!

YOU still don't get it do you?

You see, it hurts when you play the guitar. So when your fingers develop callouses, they become hard and thus, you shall no longer feel the pain.

The tips of my fingers are so red right now. Hmmm.

=D

waiting for the salmon to defrost. ●●●

12:13 pm

Yeaap. I gotta wait for the salmon to defrost to cook coz i dont feel like eating rice and my mum went out. HMPH. While I'm under house arrest. Injustice!

So, I'm stealing this from Hoo Keen's blog. =D

99 QUESTIONS.

001) Real name: Farah Amira.
0o2) Nickname(s): Farahee, Famira, Teddy, Fam, Mia
003) Age: 16!Waheey!
004) Horoscope: Pisces the fish. =D
005) Male or female: GIRL. nyahaha.
006) Kindergarten: Sekolah Sri Inai and Q-Dees!
007) Primary school: SK Taman Melawati (2)
008) High school: SMK Aminuddin Baki!
009) College: I want MMU? =D or TAYLOR'S? or somewhere in UK/AUSTRALIA? =D
010) Hair colour: Brown-black.
011) Long or short: somewhere in the middle.
012) Loud or quiet: depends on the people i'm with. ;)
013) Sweats or jeans: Jeaaans!
014) Phone or camera: Phone, duhh.
015) Health-freak: Naah, not really. Does consuming green tea and salad regularly count? =D
o16) Drink or smoke: HELL NO!
017) Do you have a crush on someone? : Naaaaaaaaaaaaah. =D
018) Eat or drink: EATlaaah. Hesh.
019) Piercings: ears.
020) Tattoos: NO WAY!
021) Social or anti-social: again, it depends on the people i'm with.

Firsts.
022) First piercing: 10 Y.O.
023) First relationship: none. =(
024) First best friend: A dude named Hakim/Haqim in Q-dees. Hahah.
025) First award: BEING NUMBER ONE IN CLASS, STANDARD ONE. WTF.
026) First pet: Two tortoises.
027) First big vacation: Australia i think? When I was 3?
029) First love at first sight: Buffy. Ha!
030) First big birthday: my 3rd birthday. in McD, Jalan Pahang. My cake was in the shape of minnie mouse!

Currently
049) Eating: nothing
050) Drinking: nothing
051) Excitement level: so-so.
052) I'm about to: do homework, cook, bathe, eat lunch.
053) Listening to: I fall down - Josh Golden
054) Plan for today: Homework, practice my guitar, homework, guitar class, homework and online!
055) Waiting for: May school holidays. =="
056) Energy level: Sluggish.
057) Thinking of someone: my not real almost boyfriends. D=

Future
058) Want kids?: yeah sure.
059) Want to get married?: OF COURSE LAH WEYH.
060) Careers in mind: Graphic designer? Multimedia designer? Writer? Famous guitarist? =D

Which is better in the boy you like?
068) Lips or eyes?: Eyes.
069) Romantic or funny?: Both. Cannot choose laah.
070) Shorter or taller?: Taller. Heeh.
071) Protective or caring?: Both jugak!
072) Romantic or spontaneous?: romantic?
073) Nice stomach or nice arms?: AHHAHAH! SIX PACK! =D Toned arms are okay too. =D
074) Sensitive or loud?: Not too sensitive, not too loud. Ok?
075) Hook-up or relationship?: Relationshippp.
076) Trouble-maker or hesitant?: Hesitantlah then.

Have you ever,
080) Lost glasses or contacts: Naww.
081) Ran away from home: Naww.
082) Killed somebody: playing kingdom hearts 2! HAHA
083) Held a gun/knife for self-defence: Water guns?
084) Been arrested: OF course not!
085) Broken Someone's Heart: Don't think so.
087) Cried when someone died: Yeah. =(

Do you believe in ..
089) Yourself: at times
090) Miracles: not really
091) Love at first sight: maybe
092) Heaven: Yes.
093) Santa Claus: No..
094) Tooth Fairy: No.
095) Kiss in the first date: no? i dunno.

Answer truthfully.
097) Is there one person you want to be with right now?: Yes.
098) Are you seriously happy with where you are in life now?: No, not really. =(
099) Do you believe in God?: Yes.

so maybe stefira is right. ●●●

11:46 am

Remember my Ethan lookalike post? How I said that stefira me with having a serious raging hormonal problem and that my condition is critical?

I'm starting to think it's TRUE.

Ok, I'm afraid now. I never agree with Stefira when it comes to all things ME! [lol]

After talking to Suhaimie til past midnight on MSN about some stuff, I went to sleep. At nearly 1 AM! *roll eyes*

So anyway, I fell asleep and I dreamt about a guy again! WTF. I woulda been ~~quite~~ extremely happy if it was Mr Ethan lookalike again. But no....

This time, I was in MALAYSIA. Dream took place in SAB. [say what now?]

Again, I had an almost boyfriend. A Malay dude. Quite good-looking too. So, he went for some ko-ko camp or something and came back. I can't remember WHY but I was slightly merajuking with him. So, yeah.

WHY DO I KEEP DREAMING OF HOT ALMOST BOYFRIENDS AND BEING UPSET WITH THEM?

O.O

ugh. ●●●

12:13 am

What am I doing at this hour of the day?

Being ignored by Suhaimie. Hmph.

Yeah.

So, I'm talking to the MSN wall right now.

No person.

Just a wall.

fckkkkkkk ●●●

Thursday, March 19, 2009 10:50 pm

i hate homework. piss off.

WHAT IS THIS? ●●●

10:05 pm

Just got the news that Adeeb and Ummul are moving. Adeeb to MRSM and Ummul to SBP.

WTF!?!?

Now there's no guy to crack a joke in class when everyone's stressed out like mad and annoyed because of faiz's antics.

Now there's no more Keceriaan buddy with all her creativity PRAISING ME with my uncreative doodles nor will she get to do Editorial board orientation with me. ADOIIIII.

='(

SHITLAAAAH! 4 H.... *sigh* But I guess, Wei Lin will be happy coz 'jdgg' will get the opportunity to be in 4H?

I feel so sad. Oh dammmmn. Now I really have no mood to do any homework/article shit/cover design/practice guitar.

As long as Rupini, ForkShian, Farah R, Baoyu, Put, Sheril, Priyashini and Mint don't go nowhere, I think I'll be fine.

HELL, IF RAZMAN GOES... I'LL HAVE ONE LESS PERSON TO ASK FOR ADD MATHS/////PHYSICS HELP.

SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT.

4 HEMAH, PLEASE DONT GO ANYWHERE.

except for the pig. yeah. if you move, i'll be the first to celebrate.

whathebuck ●●●

9:17 pm

is ridiculously hilar. Maaan. I sound so shallow nowadays. Hmmm.

FYI, Hilar = Hilarious if you didn't know. =="

So, I HAVEN'T DONE MY HOMEWORK! OH CRAAAAAP!

*dies*

So, uhh.. yeah. =D

current fave song. hahaha. ●●●

10:07 am

If I could then I would,
Take you away from here tonight
You're the air I breathe

Do you remember those cold Decembers
With you wrapped around me as tight as a glove

We watch the stars in the sky
Midnight blue matches your eyes
Together forever and ever she said
But she lied, nothing can last forever

If I could then I would,
Take you away from here tonight
You're the air I breathe

If I could turn back time
I'd do it all to make you my
Starlite addiction

I'm always dreamin'
Never stop believin'
That you could still be standing right next to me

We watch the stars in the sky
Midnight blue matches your eyes
Together forever and ever she said
But she lied, nothing can last forever

If I could then I would,
Take you away from here tonight
You're the air I breathe

If I could turn back time
I'd do it all to make you my
Starlite addiction

Whoa ohohoh
Whoa yeah yeahh

If I could then I would,
Take you away from here tonight
You're the air I breathe

If I then I would,
Take you away from here tonight
You're the air I breathe

If I could turn back time
I'd do it all to make you my
Starlite addiction

sorry sorry! ●●●

Wednesday, March 18, 2009 10:14 pm

I'm aware my posts tonight revolve around 90210. I just can't help it! Anyway, found this picture which is the best picture ever, of the cast. DAMN.

THAT'S SUPPOSED TO BE MY HAND DAMMIT. NOT ANNIE'S! =((((((

maybe this'll help. ●●●

10:05 pm

To go with my mr ethan lookalike post, I am providing you with Ethan photos. YAAY!

ignore Annie. Hahahha.

I want my ethan lookalike! =( ●●●

8:25 pm

Before I start, stefira says: FARAH AMIRA AMIR HAMZAH. you have some serious raging hormonal problem. I can see that your condition is critical.

Not my fault! Okay, okay. So this morning, I had this awesome dream.... EVER. So somehow... I was living overseas. Either that or memang the setting is just like that.

Anyway, I had an almost boyfriend who looked like Ethan from 90210 but HOTTER, 6"0 ish? And his body... GOSHHHH! Will get to that later.

So, we went for a school carnival. When we got there, he suddenly disappeared. So I went all over the place looking for him. After AGES of looking for him, I gave up when I saw him at a booth, talking to a girl. He was SHIRTLESS. Wearing nothing but skinny jeans. His body was muscular, lean, fit and boy, did he have six-packs!

Of course, like a madwoman, I went up to him and dragged him away. I yelled at him for a while like "WHERE WERE YOU?" and stuff. He told me he went to play Basketball. I was infuriated. After talking for a while, I walked off; still feeling pissed.

I went to a friend's booth and hid under the table. I heard him coming close and asking my friend, where the hell was I. The traitor told him I was under the table. Darn. So he lifted the tablecloth and went

"Heyy babe"

Sumpah. I nearly died. But I told him "fuck off" because I was so so so so pissed. He chuckled and said, "Okaay then. I'll go talk to her now"as he pointed to this girl who in my dream was the typical blonde psycho bitch who thinks all the boys want her. I hated her with all my guts.

So I grabbed his leg, wrapped my arms around it and held on for dear life. I quickly said: "Don't go, don't go! Don't talk to other girls okaay? Especially HER!"

Mr.Ethan lookalike chuckled and pulled me from under the table. We regrouped with our friends and walked home, Mr. Ethan lookalike holding my hand. Adoi.

Best dream ever, I tell you. If only I had a sweet and sexy boyfriend like that. Unfortunately, I don't. Never had a boyfriend, not having a boyfriend. Pooh!

Mr Ethan lookalike, please come back tonight!

=(

starlite addiction ●●●

Tuesday, March 17, 2009 10:22 pm

is a pretty good song once you get past the electronica stuff. No worries, it's not techno. So yeah. No headache-inducing crap.

Check it out! Starlite Addiction - Push Play.

So, no proper posts in a while huh? Sorry folks. Stress, depression, education are known to bring out my inner asshole. *wink* Maaan. Why is my blog so dead? Ahh well.

....

Gosh. Please, please, please don't tell me my writer's block is affecting my blogging! Damn! Anyway, I MIGHT be baking cupcakes tomorrow. I don't have icing sugar for the frosting though. Fingers crossed that I will have icing sugar, bake the cupcakes and they turn out nice, kaayh?

Awesome.So, I've been doing some reading. Wicked - the fifth installment of the Pretty Little Liars series - and Angels on Sunset Boulevard. They both ended with cliffhangers. Darn.

What else, what else?

Oh yes. I found a cure to my moody moments. What? Nevershoutnever!'s Happy. Awesome lyrics man. Christofer Drew SO has to get famous, release an award-winning album and come to Malaysia. <33

You make me happy
Whether you know it or not
We should be happy
That's what I said from the start
I am so happy
Knowing you are the one that i want for the rest of my days.
For the rest of my days.

I'm happy knowing that you are mine
The grass is greener on the other side
The more I think, the more i wish
That we could lay here for hours and just reminisce.

*sigh* that just screams CUTE all over it. =D

Hmm.. My hair is crazy today...... Why am I so random? Seriously. I have no idea. Did I eat lots of candy today?Hmmm... Nope. I only ate on Fox crystal clear candy or whatever it's called and blueberry yoghurt!

*shrugs* I'm gonna try drinking Red Bull soon. I wanna see what's all the fuss about. You see celebs chugging it down, even Josh Golden. Fatin says it's nice.... Gotta try it.

Speaking of Fatin, her cookies are awesome! I scoffed down half a jar yesterday. Couldn't keep my hands off the cookie jar. Heeeeee~

I gotta find myself a life these days. Dammit dammit dammit.

Yeah, so..... I'll be popping in and out. See yahhh!

survey survey! ●●●

10:04 pm

NOW

Is your hair up?:
nope.

Is your phone right beside you?:
yes.

Do you have a bf/ gf?:
no. =((

Do you wish you were somewhere else?:
yep.

Do you have plans for tonight?:
sleeping?

Are you wearing makeup?:
lipbalm.

Are you wearing chapstick?:
Nivea strawberry lipbalm..... does that count?

Are you cold?:
no, not really.

Are you tired?:
no, not really.

Are you excited?:
NAAAAAAAAAH!

Are you watching t.v.
? :
Nope.

Are you wearing pajamas?:
Hahahaaha, no.

Who's the last person that called you?
Can't remember.

PAST

Anything you regret?
of course.

Ever lied?:
yeah

Ever stuck gum under a desk?:
eww?

Ever spit at someone?
naah.

Ever kick something living?:
yeah. BOY FRIENDS! =D No wonder they're terrified. Poor souls.

Ever had your nails done?:
NO?

Ever thrown up because you cried so hard?:
maybe when I was little?

REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF:
i've been having a semi-permanent writer's block since last july!

LAST WEEK

Had any plans last week?:
yeah. birthday outing.

Who did you see most last week?:
family, classmates,teachers... who else?

Was last week interesting?
naaaaah.

TODAY

Have you cussed?:
"DAAAAMMMIT!"

Have you yelled at someone?
yes, my brother.

Have you gotten mad at someone?
refer to above question.

Have you cried?
no.

Have you called more than 3 people?:
naah.

Have you IMed more than 3 people?:
durrr.

Have you eaten anything gross?
not that i know of.

SPILL YOUR GUTS

Q.

First thing you did this morning?:
wake up.

Q.

Last thing you ate?:
a chicken drumstick. hahahaa.

Q.

What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks?
Don't know.

Q.

What's annoying you right now?
homework and stress and editorial board and my short-term memory.

Q.

What's the last movie you saw?
Angus, thongs and perfect snogging for the fourth time! YAAAY!

Q.

Do you believe in long distance relationships?:
i guess?

Q

Where is the last place you went?:
toilet. hahaa.

Q:

Who is the last person you called?:
iman.

Q: Been cheated on?:
naaah.

Q: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
what someone? is there a someone I don't know? Hello, Mr.Someone! =D

Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity):
It's a tie between Love and Creativity. Oh maan.

Q: Do you wish on stars?:
pfft. no way!

Q: Does it work?:
i bet it doesn't.

Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them of:
nope! =D

Q: When did you last cry? .

a few days ago.

Q: Do you like your handwriting?
Hahahahahaa. No. =="

Q: Are you a friendly person?
yepp. Just don't get onto my bad list. You shall be forever hated.

Q: Are you keeping a secret from the world?
ehhh...?

Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night?
used the PC and slept?

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
yellow and black. haha.

Q: Do you have any pets?
Buffy!

Q: What is the color of your bedsheets?
blue-green.

Q: What were you doing at 9 last night?
attempting to design the cover of Perwira in PS CS2.

Q: last person you talked to :
syia on MSN. =D

Q: When is the last time you saw your dad?
this morning. Abah woke me up. "BANGUN, DAH NINE O'CLOCK!"

Q: Look to your left:
window.

Q: Ever cried yourself to sleep?
yes.

Q: Ever cried on your friends shoulder?
yes , Jo!

Q: Song that makes you cry?
loads!

Q: Are you a normally happy person?
even when i'm not happy, I pretend i'm happy for the sake of people. =)

Q: Is your self-esteem low?
80% of the time. Hee~

Q: What color are your eyes?
brown-black.

Q: Long or Short Hair :
somewhere in the middle!

Q: Current Music?
Happy - Nevershoutnever!

pfft. ●●●

Monday, March 16, 2009 9:34 pm

-

Watch this space.

banging my head against the wall. ●●●

Sunday, March 15, 2009 11:22 pm

I need help dearest people. The editorial board cover design thingy? Not going so well. I need fonts, darling. FONTS!

Elegant/pretty/professional-looking fonts.

HELP MEEEEEEEEE!

- ●●●

Saturday, March 14, 2009 10:21 pm

I'm sinking into a black hole
Grabbing hold of anything is impossible
My cries for help are nothing but mute gasps
Tears are crawling down my face like ants.
I see nothing but shadows.
I fall down.
There's nobody around.
It's a dark place.
Laughter doesn't exist here.
I can't fly,
I can't escape.
Help me.

fckk postivity ●●●

9:19 pm

Sorry Jo. I have disappointed you. See, I told Jo how I was writing this positivity shit for the editorial board junior probation period. She's like "YOU HAVE TO BE POSITIVE YOURSELF! DONT JUST WRITE OKAAAY?"

After all the shit I went through being positive, it finally melted and went down the sink. Why?

Let's start with my mum not letting me out on Tuesday to go with Steffie and others. She says she doesn't wanna go out of the house too many times coz she has to send my brother for mengaji classes and all.

Then the biggest shocker of all

"KELUAR JE KERJA! PERGILAH STUDY PHYSICS DENGAN ADD MATHS! PHYSICS DAPAT BERAPA? 62?"

Excuse me. It was 63, it's a B, and whaddya mean 'keluar je kerja' AFTER PMR I ONLY WENT OUT TWICE. THEN LAST WEEK, FOR MY BIRTHDAY. THAT'S ALL.

WHEN THE HELL DID I GO OUT?

SPEAKING OF ALL THINGS HELLISH, I HAVE NOT YET "DESIGNED THE COVER" [yet another probation task] OF PERWIRA THIS YEAR AND NEITHER DO I HAVE ANY IDEA ON WHAT TO WRITE FOR THE BM ARTICLE.

AND CRAP. MY PHYSICS TEACHER FORGOT TO PROVIDE ME EXTRA PEKA PAPERS COZ I DESTROYED MINE BECAUSE I FORGOT TO REMIND HER BEFORE SHE WENT OUT OF THE CLASS.

STUPID STUPID STUPID ME.

allez à l'enfer, les gens du monde. je vous déteste tout.

gehen Sie zu den Höllenleuten der Welt. Ich hasse Sie allen.

[same meaning, different languages. go www.babelfish.yahoo.com and slap that shit inside the translation box.]

I'm a thief ;) ●●●

Friday, March 13, 2009 9:40 pm

Stole this off Mint's blog. Hahaha. =D

iF MY LIFE WERE A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

Here's how it works.
1. Open your library (iTunes, iPod, Media Player, Winamp, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For each question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool

Opening Credit
Don't say you love me - M2M

Waking Up
Gives you Hell - All American Rejects

First Day at School
Island in the sun - Weezer

Falling in Love
If we were - Belinda

Fight Song
Cry - The Veronicas. [WOOT WOOT!]

Breaking Up
Here(in your arms) -Hello Goodbye. [FTW!]

Prom
True9Acoustic) - Ryan Cabrera

Life
Gone - Jesse McCartney

Mental Breakdown
Coming clean - Chase Coy

Driving
Slow dance with a stranger - Danger radio

Flashback
Who will I be - Demi Lovato

Wedding
She's No You (Neptunes Remix) - Jesse McCartney feat Fabolous

Birth of Child
Time of your life -Greenday [HUHHHH?]

Death Scene
Green Light - John Legend feat. Andre 3000 [WTH!]

Funeral Song
Closer - Neyo

End Credit
I don't care - Fall Out Boy

Story of my life. *roll eyes*

editorial board, oh editorial board. ●●●

Tuesday, March 10, 2009 9:24 pm

As I write this, I am falling asleep at the keyboard trying to edit my class drama script, typing with my eyes closed. No kidding! Hahahaa. Typing this blogpost at least. I type with my eyes closed, then I open my eyes to see if I have any mistakes. If yes, I will edit it with my eyes open. If not, I continue.

Yes, I am crazy that way but what the hell. =D

Anyway. Today was the first editorial board meeting. Being the one proving to be capable of doing everything, I volunteered myself as representative for the Juniors. Darn. Now I have to walk aroundd the school more. Not that I mind though. Heee~

So, I found myself to be one of those 'lucky ones', having to design the cover of this year's school magazine. How does a royal and regal-looking purple sound to y'all..? =D Yeah. That's pretty much all I have at the moment. A colour and the font to write 'PERWIRA' which I have yet to download. GRAWR. It's okay Farah. You knew this wasn't an easy thing from the moment you applied. You're doing this for your future in unis. You NEED to expose yourself to Graphics and writing and stuff.

Alright. So I also need to do a 'masterpiece' in both English and Malay. Already a quarter through my story for the English one. Malay? I'm thinking of doing an article. Any topics? Suggestions?

[From this point onwards, I am no longer typing with my eyes closed.]

Soooooo, the class drama is.... doomed. We haven't practised a thing. Can't we come these hols to school? Darrn! Or... let's all crash at Razman's house! Hahaha.

Today is Mazlan's birthday but unfortunately, he disappeared so he couldn't eat the cake I brought for him and Razman. Haaa~

In conclusion, I am sleepy. BYEBYE!

15 minutes to go! ●●●

Sunday, March 08, 2009 11:43 pm

15 minutes left til MY DAY is over. 15 minutes left til INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY IS OVER! AAAAAAAAARGH! I want this day to go on and on! =(

byebye loves! Bye bye 16th birthday! it's Razman's turn in 15 minutes. =)

oh yes, I am wasting online space. ●●●

6:21 pm

I am like flipping bored. What is a girl to do? There ain't no nice movies to watch.... Nor tv shows. DAMMIT.

=(

I.CAN'T.WAIT.FOR.PRESENTS!

beef carbonara + tabasco sauce ●●●

2:49 pm

is what I am having for lunch right now. I am bored. I think I should go watch TV after this yeah. And nap. And play with my DooDoll. Yeah. That's what I'm going to do while you people GO GET ME MY BIRTHDAY PRESENTS! Hee~

Thanks Forkshian and Sherlina for the birthday wish! Love y'all. And I figured I might as well put up Ally's offline messages. Ally, I MISS YOU! When are you coming back to Malaysia, girl! =(

cute_an9e1@hotmail.com sent 3/8/2009 8:06 AM:
FARAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cute_an9e1@hotmail.com sent 3/8/2009 8:06 AM:
"IT'S A HAPPY MERRY ..BIRTHDAY TO YOU"
cute_an9e1@hotmail.com sent 3/8/2009 8:06 AM:
to you!
cute_an9e1@hotmail.com sent 3/8/2009 8:07 AM:
..it might be kinda awkward if you haven't seen Alice in the wonderland
cute_an9e1@hotmail.com sent 3/8/2009 8:07 AM:
BUT THEN AGAIN, WHO HASN'T WATCHED ALICE IN THE WONDERLAND?
cute_an9e1@hotmail.com sent 3/8/2009 8:07 AM:
..anyways..what i'm trying to say is..
cute_an9e1@hotmail.com sent 3/8/2009 8:07 AM:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
cute_an9e1@hotmail.com sent 3/8/2009 8:08 AM:
and HAVE A LOVELY SWEET SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY..even tho it's without me :'(
cute_an9e1@hotmail.com sent 3/8/2009 8:08 AM:
ahaha
cute_an9e1@hotmail.com sent 3/8/2009 8:08 AM:
Speaking of which, do you STILL want those McFly cds?
cute_an9e1@hotmail.com sent 3/8/2009 8:08 AM:
=D

BEST SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY EVER! ●●●

1:17 pm

So what if I don't have a sweet 16 celebration at some swanky location with hordes of people right right right? So what if my parents aren't home right now to attend a wedding right?

I am having a blast! For example, I now have a webcam up and running. I made faces at iman just now! Hahahaa. Thank you Abaaah! Then my mum gave me a Doodoll in addition to the Black and pink Rusty bag I've been bringing to school[birthday present yang teramat advanced!]

Thank you to the people who wished me happy birthday!

Myspace since three days ago:
Marissa
Dona
Shashaa [bisingest form 2 EVER!]
Syaza Zulkifli
Izham [eventhough I don't like you. HAAAHHAHA]

Oh and guess what? JOSH GOLDEN [refer to previous post and song in sidebar] SENT ME A COMMENT ON MYSPACE, WISHING ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY! How did it happen? I saw his status notification as 'Replying comments before bedtime!' So I left a message saying it was my birthday! 5 minutes later,

Happy Birthday Girl!!!!! I hope this next year is the best soo far

josh

And this is NO automatic responder crap okaaay. It is him! IT IS! =D Awesome, relatively unknown, unsigned singers are CRAZY AWESOME!

Then there's thanks to The D'Adza band from The Pub at Shangri-La Hotel, K.L for singing me Happy Birthday at midnight-ish and dragging me onstage. =D I was mortified but hey! Experience!

And to the people who've been texting me since midnight til an hour ago:
Karinnnnnnnn!
Imaaaan!
Anum! [my cousin]
SNUFFLESSSS!!
Anis Raihanaaa!
Sam the Sammm! [yang bajet dia sangat special]
Mimin Mahiraa! [hahahahaa]
Razmaaaaan!
Sher Minnnnnnnnn! [psychooo!]
Aimiiiiiii!!!
Rupiniiiiiiiii! [<3]
Arda's Afiq! [Hahaha. That's his name in my phone! =D]

And also, to Ally for the offline messages on MSN, Mazlan for typing out a birthday song to me, Sherlina who just knew about my birthday and Arda for wishing me on MSN! Wheeee~

I'm hyper now. Can't wait to go out tomorrow and see what Karin gets me. Poor girl has been torturing herself, thinking of what to buy. =D

Tonight we're having dinner at Komura, Corus Hotel! YAAAAAAAY! Fave.Restaurant.Ever. Either that or Jogoya Starhill. Wherever laah but it's definitely Japanese. =D

I love youu abah, mama, friends on MSN/who texted me, Allah, Nabi Muhammad SAW[it's the Prophet's birthday tomorrow! Maulidur Rasul kaan?],my late grandparents[Tok Bah and Tok Mi], Josh Golden, Jesse McCartney, Kyle, Jean-Luc Bilodeau, Nevershoutnever!, Chase Coy, Taylor Lautner,Robert Pattinson, my future boyfriend, Cupido my DooDoll, Tiggy my white tiger, Orange TicTacs, ice-cream and BUFFFFY!

Sweet 16, gotta spread my wings, sweet 16.. It's my chance to fly, sweet 16. Discovering, sweet 16. there's so much more to life, sweet 16.

-sweet 16, Hilary Duff.

LOL

I fall down. ●●●

Saturday, March 07, 2009 8:15 pm

Coz I fall down
And you fall out
Of love with me
And everything
We used to be.
And I can't say
That I'm okay
When my heart breaks
In two, for you.

-I fall down, Josh Golden.

New song up in the sidebar! Waheyy! I like this song. =D Whatever you do, DON'T increase your volume before you get to the chorus. It starts out acoustic but towards the chorus, it gets a little rock-ish. So yeaah. But give it a listen. It's nice. He's only 14! 14 going on 15. WTH!

AND yeah. I fell down, not literally though. I gained weight! Awwwwh. =( And I have a new webcam! hahahaha. Logitech! =D

How Do You Sleep. ●●●

Friday, March 06, 2009 11:19 pm

It's official. I am in love with Jesse again. He's so smexy in this videoo! Argh! FYI people, I've heard this song on Youtube before the CD was officially released through his promo stuff all. Then when the CD came out, I downloaded the song and listened to it so much til I got bored. Now I'm addicted all over agaain! Wheee! The video has Ludacris in it though. New version but OMG! SMEXYYYY!

Farah's back with a bang. Eleh. ●●●

10:04 pm

the epitome of cool. =)

Hello, hello people. I am back. Yes, TRULY back. Though, still sad over the whole parents going to wedding thing. But whatever. Anyway, I woke up this morning with realisation giving me a big SLAP in the face.

I MISSED OUT ON ONE OF THE BEST CONCERTS EVER HELD IN MALAYSIA! NOOOOOO! DAMMIT MRAZZTER. DAMMIT!

I feel like a freak now. While people had fun, singing along to Mrazzter and making funny sounds with the Mrazzter, I was studying Chemistry and leafing through the damned Add Maths book.

WHICH IS PRETTY DUMB because I am pretty sure I failed the paper? *gulp*

So when's Nevershoutnever! or Jesse McCartney coming to KL? Heck, when is McFly EVER going to expand its fan base here. Promotelah sikit. Adoi.

Karin builds FALSE EXPECTATIONS FOR ME. She told me she was going to buy me a ' Kami mencuri barang' t-shirt but she didn't. AWWWWH. So she's getting me a nice bdae present. So she says. =D As retarded as the t-shirt sounds, I want ittttt. =D

Anyway, people. I have new hobbies now. Provide cupcakes for Sam, Razman and Bryan. WTH. Every time I bring, mesti bagi diorang. =D Bryan gaytard. Tak sedar diri. He called me a bitch. Tak sedar diri ke? =D

Bryan: eeyurr. bitch
Me: eeyurr, bastard
Bryan: bitch =P
Me: BAS-TARDDDDD.

It's all in good fun though. No worries! My second new hobby is to kacau Iwan! Hahah. Everyday, I'll yell his name and wave at him. He'll either laugh or look freaked. =D Yesterday, I said "Hi Iwan!" but he was frowning over something as he waved. So I said, "Lahh.. Asal muka cam menyampah je? Heee." Then he mumbled something and smiled. Hahah. Funny, funny dude.

Budak Puchong pemalu rupanya. xD

Anyhooooo, it is certain. My guitar teacher, Wan, is Illiya's brother! Hahahah. MWTians should know Illiya! =D

And like last week, I kept getting laughed at. Silly fingers! Why aren't you FAST? And I bought a new guitar pick just now. It's transparent and RED. It's prettttyy. =D

RAWR. Did you know, I was half way to Mesra today and then I realised I was holding only my mineral water in my hand! I left my file in the canteeen! ARGHHH! Ni semua Sam's fault. Haha. Naaah. Just kiddding. Dah lama tak dapat mineral water from him! Yaaay. Today the routine restarts. =D

AND I GOT INTO EDITORIAL BOARD! YAAAY. hahahaaha. =D

That's all for now. I got people to talk to on MSN you know? Ciao!

yes i'm sad ●●●

Thursday, March 05, 2009 8:21 pm

because I am turning 16 in three days but I am in an awful mood. For starters, the outing thingy is cancelled/indefinitely postponed, I feel old, I screwed my agama and add maths paper really bad, I didn't go for Mr A-Z's concert yesterday night and....

I just feel extremely sad because instead of getting to spend my 16th with my family, the parents are going to a wedding of my dad's relative's daughter or something like that. My grandma nak semua anak dia pergi. WTF. Because apparently my dad's relative ni dah tak sihat and such.

WTH. I haven't even heard of this family before! My parents are always telling me that if I don't go to people's wedding, they won't come to my future wedding. I don't even know HALF OF THEM. It's not my fault that I don't want to go to SOMEONE I NEVER KNEW EXISTED, punya WEDDING ON MY BIRTHDAY KAAAN?

I bet not many people even remember my birthday. It's true kan? Whatever. Although I'm so pissed off right now, I shall not forget my tradition of posting a wishlist.

a) webcam and headset+mic from abah
b) lollipop as big as his head from sam [LIKE OMG! I DAH BERJANGGUT TUNGGU!]
c) black/grey trilby or fedora.
d)guitar picks
e) Books to read! [Teen Lit!!!!!]
f) Body Shop Cranberry Shimmer lotion!
g) charm bracelet. *sigh*
h) Purple Everlast shoes!
i) an awesome slogan//graphic tote bag.
j) is a good quality classical guitar too much to ask for?
k) a necklace/bracelet with the peace symbol on it. I've been looking for this everywhere!

Key: I want this badly!
This would be wicked if I had them.
I'll only get this in my dreams I think.

*sigh*

But I know most of you guys won't get me theselah kan. So I can't be asking for things I can't get like world peace, a guy in the near future, sudden talent in guitar and some of the things above.

=(

p/s: Sorryif y'all are so sick of my depressing/sad/angry posts. I just feel so lifeless these days. =(

argh. ●●●

6:53 pm

Kurang ajar sama itu Bio, Sejarah, Add Maths, Physics, BM, Agama papers! EEEEEEEEEEE. Sorry folks, I don't think I can survive my parents if i fail any paper.

*sobs*