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Saturday, August 15, 2009 12:29 pm
This post right here totally cancels out my last post. Looking back at the friends list, it looks like I've jinxed it. Friends, enemies and strangers. I've been having a rough week what with exams and all. Then, I found out that even friends can't be trusted.Exhibit A: Rupini. It's disheartening to hear what people have been doing and talking behind her back. Calling her things she isn't. Saying she's changed for the worse when she has been the same way since last year.
It breaks my heart to see one of my best friends go through hell. Betrayed by the people she thought were her best friends.
Is there anyone out there who's pretending to be my friend too? Honesty time people. Tell it to me. STRAIGHT.
Ever since my kindergarten days, I wasn't a likeable person. I was 5 and I was the tall one. I could read better than the others.I was The Freak. All the girls shunned me. I only had one friend. He, H was a guy and my first ever best friend. The following year, he moved to a sekolah agama type of kindergarten. I had no more friends. Then this new girl shows up and we're getting along fine til one day, she shunned me completely like the other girls did.
I knew the other girls told her not to be friends with me and it broke my fragile, tiny heart.
In Primary 2, I found a new best friend,AR. We went through a lot until she moved away to Puchong in Primary 4. I found new people, S and Z who had been my friends since Primary 2 but I didn't talk to them much. We became best friends right up to Primary 6. In Form 1, I started to drift apart from Z til we became just regular friends but my bond with S grew stronger.
But you all know how that ended. It was the second half of 2008 and the end of yet another friendship. She broke my heart and she still could text me later on, even early this year, to apologise. Haven't you heard, you silly girl? It's too late to apologise.
This year, in form 4, I thought I found new friends in the form of J and P. Apparently not. Both played with my friendship. I've never felt used and it sickens me that P can still smile at me 'innocently' as if nothing happened. When I told people that she did bad things, people got shocked. They thought she's the goody-goody nice person.
And so I appear to be the bad guy.
But I find it funny, that the class followed suit when I started to ignore J, removing all my ties with her. I did not lead this pack of bandits to follow my hating her. It's just weird.
And now people - so-called best friends - are doing worse things to Rupini.
Be strong, girl. I'll always have your back.
Shout out to Mazlan: I know you're going through a rough patch with so-called friends too, but just hang in there. You're stronger. Rup needs me more right now.