shut up and put
your money where
your mouth is.
that's what you get for waking up in vegas.
about a girl.
Hi. People call me farah.
I like to doodle lyrics. and quotes. I first loved on March 8,1993. Yes, I'm going to be a senior in high school this year. SPM sucks balls. Why can't they just leave us alone?. Taylor Lautner? he's my husband.. I like to read. Books are cool.. No, contrary to popular belief, I am neither a nerd nor am I heartless. i can be am just dorky and sarcastic sometimes. i like music because i can relate to the lyrics.

chitchat.


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don't know where to go.
Saturday, August 08, 2009 9:04 pm

-sigh- Indeed, life is a maze. One minute you think you know where you're going, the next thing, you haven't a clue where you are. I have yet to study for Penilaian 2. Rupini made me realise on Wednesday that I only have like 14 months left of school before it's all over.

I mean, where do you go after that? What happens to friends? Today I want to pursue multimedia design but will I still, after SPM and such? And things don't always turn out the way you want them to, no matter how badly.

Which brings me to love? What IS love? Affection? Care? From who? Does only love from the opposite sex/same sex if you're gay, count? What about your family and friends who love you?

Gosh. People always talk about love. If it really is love, then why do people break up and divorce? Or cheat? Explain to me. I don't understand. Maybe that's why I don't have a boyfriend. Because I don't understand it. Or maybe the reason is because I don't have a boyfriend.



There are good days and there are bad days. But my parents always taught me to be grateful. No matter how shitty the day is, no matter how much I get scolded, there's always a brightside to it. That's why I shut up. When I'm sad or happy or angry, I just sit there emotionless, most of the time.

And I've got awesome people as friends. We're crazy together, we laugh together, we cry together, we eat together. That's the way I like them to be. I won't change any of them. =)


This is true. I learnt nothing during civics studies for my personality and behaviour. Making huge mistakes, losing friends and coming to terms that you can't change the world are everything you learn from your high school years.

And then you'll see people falling in love and breaking up, and cheating on each other and whatever. No, you CANNOT learn about not making those mistakes from Chemistry.

This is also true. Which is why, Bryan forced me to promise him that I will ignore the 4Hemah pig no matter what the pig says or do. Actually, it's not fighting fire with fire when it comes to me and the pig. It's like fighting PIGS with fire.

Hmphh.

I love friends.

StefiraRupiniImanBryanJosephineFarahArdaAisyaKarin
AimiSyaaSuhaimieSyiaSuzanneBaoyuPriyaRoshanAanFatin
SaraKennyMalikMazlanWayneAllySherilCharlesAfiqCrystal
Phoebe
FaraIyliaNaimMintHanaSherlinaNajat.

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