about a girl.●●●
Hi. People call me farah.I like to doodle lyrics. and quotes. I first loved on March 8,1993. Yes, I'm going to be a senior in high school this year. SPM sucks balls. Why can't they just leave us alone?. Taylor Lautner? he's my husband.. I like to read. Books are cool.. No, contrary to popular belief, I am neither a nerd nor am I heartless. i
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Thursday, May 21, 2009 11:09 pm
As much as I hate that song, I'm dedicating this entire post to you, okay?I woke up with a stomach ache this morning. I felt nauseated too.
When I reached school, I remembered this happens each time I'm overexcited or anxious.
I guess it was a mixture of both.
I reached school with disappointment. I couldn't watch you doing your thing.
I sat at my desk and scribbled your name all over as I struggled to remember History facts.
9.45: I sat at the end of my seat, thinking what you and your buddy were up to then.
After Paper 2 was over, I accidentally forgot about you.
I'm sorry! It was nasi goreng cili padi.
Anyway, I remembered you at around 10.15 and texted Jan immediately.
She replied with only one word - your name.
I was hysterical. I was screaming and laughing at the same time.
My classmates thought I was a psychopath.
But I wasn't sure. I felt doubtful.
After that, I received confirmation from Syaa and my cousin.
I was so happy, I didn't know how to react.
My own mother hurt me.
She said you were going to end up like Taylor Hicks.
I know you're not.
I came back home and had lunch.
I wondered if your album was gonna be a christian rock record.
Boy, was I worried.
Then, in the midst of the thunderstorm, I switched on the PC.
I saw a statement from you.
You said you were into pop stuff for your album.
I was glad.
And I saw a picture of you crying; embracing that woman.
Imagine my hatred towards her growing.
It's so unfair.
She gets to wake up to a sexy face in the same bed. Damn.
She gets to ride in the same Ford Focus
She gets serenades whenever she wants.
She's married to you for God's sake!
But I love you all the same.
I'm going to support you to the end.
I love you so much, it scares me.
Kristopher Neil Allen; my American Idol.
Congratulations.
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