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Hi. People call me farah.I like to doodle lyrics. and quotes. I first loved on March 8,1993. Yes, I'm going to be a senior in high school this year. SPM sucks balls. Why can't they just leave us alone?. Taylor Lautner? he's my husband.. I like to read. Books are cool.. No, contrary to popular belief, I am neither a nerd nor am I heartless. i
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Saturday, March 28, 2009 4:07 pm
I am sad and jealous and unsatisfied.I am sad and jealous because nobody has ever thrown me a surprise party or given me anything to die for, for my birthday. Not that I am not grateful or anything. Stefira, the star bracelet is my favourite bracelet ever and I glance at the friendship crystal ball you give me last year as I rush to get dressed every morning. Karin, Wicked is officially my favourite book. If anything, my 16th birthday falls on a time when people are busy/broke because of other expenditures and thus, resulting in my lack of birthday presents.
I've never felt that ovewhelming feeling of realisation slowly sinking in when the people yell "SURPRISE" and bring out the cake. No, I've never had that. And I feel envious of those who has ever had the experience. Like the PBSM people throwing a surprise party for Hoo Keen, or 5C throwing a surprise party for my cousin back in January. Hoo Keen was the happiest person I saw yesterday.
Or Bryan's birthday mini-surprise party among just the few of us yesterday. Me, Ronald, Umesh, See Teng, Chi jun, Roshan, Rupini...... Umesh and Khaavie walked to Baker's Cottage to get him his birthday cake - the heavenliest boston cheesecake on the planet- so that we could surprise him at around 1-ish.
I am sad because I read in the papers after my father told me that the paediatrician my brother and I had in Ampang Puteri went missing since Wednesday with another doctor. My aunt called earlier and said that they found the car and a chopper would be arriving soon. They were found motionless in the car near a trail or something. I will reconfirm as I get anymore updates.
My paediatrician was a nice woman. She helped cure me of my Epilepsy. As a child, I suffered from Epilepsy where I would get seizures, faint and wake up to find myself warded. In standard 1, I was free from it, if I'm not mistaken. Or maybe it's still inside my body, just inactive. The only downside to it was, after I stopped my medication I started to eat like mad.
I am sad and unsatisfied when Pn Wan Rosna told us that she thinks that 4K will win. That really brought me down. She didn't have to rub it in my face that we were unprepared for the drama comp. I know we had a lot of fun and that our props were wicked. Guitars, fake mics, Forkshian's lamppost, the tree for the park scenes..... I know that our storyline is ORIGINAL and people had a blast laughing at Tasha dancing to 'When I Grow Up', even the teachers.
I want us to win. I mean, obviously. Who doesn't want to win? I want a victory for 4Hemah. To prove to Faiz Danyal that he was wrong. He always looks down on us saying that we don't have good quality and we needed a better script and that we had lousy actors. I want to win so that each person from the 4 Hemah family would be proud and happy and would remember it for the rest of their lives, even those who moved away like Adeeb and Ummul and Ainaa. I want to go up onstage to receive whatever prize that the winners would get. I love 4 Hemah like I loved 3 Kamil, except for Arshad, Narean, Jashdave and Faiz Danyal. The rest are like family to me.
I am sad because I just watched 'I am Legend' for the first time ever. Sure, it's going to scar me because the Infected people are scary. But to see Will Smith's character Neville living only with Sam, his dog after his wife and daughter died in a copter crash to flee the virus, when it first became known as dangerous.
He talks to mannequins and in the end, he tried to save the life of a mother and her son by giving her the antidote before telling her to bring it with her to the Immunes' colony. Then he takes out a grenade, and ran towards the Infected with it, to kill them. Killing him in the process.He sacrificed himself for humanity.