about a girl.●●●
Hi. People call me farah.I like to doodle lyrics. and quotes. I first loved on March 8,1993. Yes, I'm going to be a senior in high school this year. SPM sucks balls. Why can't they just leave us alone?. Taylor Lautner? he's my husband.. I like to read. Books are cool.. No, contrary to popular belief, I am neither a nerd nor am I heartless. i
chitchat. ●●●
linkage.●●●
♥Arda-eee
♥Aimi
♥Aisyaaaw
♥Baoyu
♥Crystal
♥Fara Zaidi
♥Fatiinnn.
♥HooKeeny
♥Imaneeeee
♥Jo
♥Jasmine
♥Karineee
♥LX Ho
♥Malik
♥Mint
♥ My tumblr
♥Sherlina
♥Sook Shian!
♥STEFFIRRAAAA
♥Syamira
♥Tammie
♥Zulllylayout by Leen striped pattern from Ego-box
damn it. I'm bored. ●●●
Sunday, November 30, 2008 2:40 pm
Hunting dA for stock images! Grawr. There's nothing that can be done nowadays other than.... READ, read people's un-updated blogs, go on myspace, go on TW and look for stocks and textures to fuel my icon-making whims.I don't want to finish reading Ink Exchange! I have this obsession with it. I don't know why.
OMG HAHA! I typed in 'The HUSHED sound' instead of 'The Hush Sound' inside Ares' search box. Heee~ See? I'm very........... well, not here. My mind's always drifting off somewhere. It's scaring me. Sometimes, when I 'wake up' from daydreaming, I don't even remember what I was daydreaming about.
This has to stop. If it gets worse, habislaaah my future in form 4. I cannot AFFORD to be absent-minded because there's ADD MATHS! Aaaaah! I know everyone gets bad marks for it but if I get like REAAALLY low.. Sure die one. Hesh. G2G!
Loves!
oh my gorgeous. x) ●●●
Saturday, November 29, 2008 11:35 pm
SMEEXXXYYY! I love Taylor Lautner! [gosh! I sound like an obsessed fan girl. HAHA]
Cam Gigandet is not that bad either! Twilight the movie doesn't do any justice to Taylor and Cam... AWWW. =((
KaBlam! ●●●
9:42 pm
Hey guys.. How ya doin'? Wowwww.... First.... APPROPRIATE post in a while huh? Heh. So, twilight fever has hit MALAYSIA! I haven't seen it yet but I've got complaints.Fatin: I tgk dekat Pavillion tak clear... It's like.. not sharp.
Karin: IT SUCKED!
Stefira: OMG! EDWARD HOTTTTT!
CanNOT wait to watch it. =D Also, I wanna watch Wild Child and Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging. Alex Pettyfer and whatshisname in Angus are HOTTTTT!
Sorrylaah.. I'm just a girl with raging hormones kaayh?
So, this coming Monday... my mum is having a lunch thingy for her mengaji friends here at my house.. which means Fatin, Najwa and Raihan are going to come! YAAAY! Seriously, I am in need of guests. Hahaha.
Hmmmmm.....
My old maid just went back for good. Now we have a new one! She startled me just now.
Me: *drinking water in the kitchen*
Bibik: Masak apa, dik?
Me: *nearly jumps*. Oh tak, minum air je....
Seriously.. her room door was open so I didn't see her inside her room because half her room is obscured when the door is open.
Grawr. Sabah was WET,WET,WET in case you STILL want to know. It was always raining and yeah.. when we went for the canopy walk thingy at the Poring Hot Springs, it suddenly rained! HEAVILY! 5 seconds before that, it was totally sunny. GAH.
And i slipped on a stone and fell on my butt. Heh. Not something I'm proud of though but I had been suspecting this. I'm psychic remember? SO I had this feeling that was like 'I'm going to fall now.. Any minute nowww....'
Not exactly a happy thought huh?
And guys! If you wanna go to Kino and buy books: DO SO! Most books come with a 20% discount if you buy something else. So say you wanna buy a book that's like.. 40 bucks... Buy a cheap thing sekali.. Like a packet of HSM3 stickers at the counter.. they're like RM1.90! But still, you can get 20% off from your booK!
I bought Ink Exchange just now. Original price? 68.13. after discount: 54.50. Which means I only pay 24.50 coz I get 30 from my dad once a month/once every two months depending on his mood. YAAAAAY!
Okay, okay. I'll stop. I wanna go write Half Past Midnight. I'm NOT going to let anyone read it, til it's done. Well, except for iman or steffie. Haha. I need Steffie for advice.. See if she likes it or not. And iman coz... She's going to kill me because of my ending. HAHAHAH.
Loves!
P/S: HOW DARE THEY CUT OUT THE KISSING SCENES FROM TWILIGHT! ARSES! Look at all the TV shows.. There are more steamy sex scenes and that's approve pulak?
GODD.
oh steffie. ●●●
9:17 pm
The new blogger has done a survey for the first time! *applause*RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any 1 questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves
RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by and continue this game by sending it to other people.
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- I'll be silent for one minute, say "WHAAAAT THE FUCK?" and then get ridiculously mad, and probably yell and smack him and the person who helped him.
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- hmmm. gosh. I want the world to be a peaceful place to live in again... Or if i was totally selfish, I wanna be SLIM! =D
3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
- KARIN!
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- buy meself loads of books, a macbook air, a nice digicam, a new phone, iPod touch and treat my parents for vacay in Australia![so I can shop!]
5. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
- in the future kowt? My bestfriends semua psycho.. so yeaah.
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- being loved by someone.
7. Are you gorgeous?
- yeah.... I WISH WEYHHH!
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
-i'd be crushed, I'll fake a smile and carry on living... with sad songs as soundtrack. Hahah!
9. What do you pray each day for your loved one?
- happiness and bliss.
10.What will you do if your friend betrayed her lover?
- tell her that she made a bloody stupid mistake and she'd better find a way to fix it.
11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
- uhhh...... a successful graphic designer somewhere, attached[?] and..... living life happily!
12. What do you really want at the moment of responding to this tag?
- i want MY HOT MUSLIM-RUSSIAN SUPERMODEL who's GOOD IN MATHS, has a BRITISH ACCENT, understanding, sweet, charming... and..... is madly in love with me. LOL.
[Karin and Steffie... I'm NEVER letting this one go! Hee~]
13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- GEDIK! Hahahaha. No.........She's my sister from another mother. She's..... a good person to go to when you need HELP.
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- married but poor YET HAPPY.
15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
- open one eye, hug my bolster tighter and try to figure out what time it is; without wearing my glasses[which is impossible really]
16. What’s the character must have in your partner?
- sweeet, caring, good listener, understanding..... SMARTER THAN ME!
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- the one I can open up to easiest.
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- I will TRY to forgive but I will NEVER forget.
19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
- relationshiplaaah. When you're single.... you only have a wall to talk to. Bummer.
20. Would you leave your family behind just to chase your dreams?
- Nopey nopes.
I TAG: Tammie, Hoo Keen, Karin, Iman and...... whoeverlaah!
in pain. *gassp* ●●●
Friday, November 28, 2008 12:51 pm
I am literally gasping for air. I've got diaorrhea however you spell it. AAAAAAAAAAAAAH! And I just thought of a post too. Then BOOM! The pain comes, i forget my post and here I am... Wincing in pain. AAAAAAAAAAAAAH!*dies*
G.M.O. OMG! ●●●
Thursday, November 27, 2008 11:58 pm
oh my gosh. I think i just died, woke up, died and woke up again. I was watching popstaronline's video of Taylor Lautner doing two photoshoots. One, of him being SHIRTLESS! And antoher one, of him being so adorable. GWAH!GODD. Why must Jacob's wig be so ugly. HESH.
*roll eyes* ●●●
11:37 pm
I am pissed and I am forever grateful to all of this, to Karin. Hmph. Why? Well, we're having a sleepover at Steffie's next Wednesday. SHE was the one who set the date. NOT ME. Suddenly, "I have to leave at 12 noon coz i'm going out for pizza with my friends"BULLSHIT.
What's the point of the sleepover then?
*roll eyes*
hmm. ●●●
10:32 pm
I locked myself in my parents' toilet. and then I unlocked the door and pulled it. It was stuck. I was panicking and kept on yanking it... for 3 whole minutes. That was scary okay?KIDS. Next time, bring your handphones where ever you go.
hooray for fillers! ●●●
9:38 pm
READ THIS. You may discover something. HEHHHHHHH.1.
) What is your name?
farah amiraa.
2.
) Do you find it annoy
durrrrrrr
3.
) What do you plan to buy in the futur
iPod touch, new handphone, Macbook, new CPU, digicam, pashmina!
4.
) Where
where did you get yours?
5.
) How many pairs
2!
6.
) Who is your favor
Claire and Hiro!
7.) There
What do you do?
scream for my MOMMY. [get it? no? aww]
8.
) What do you think
mehh...
9.
) Do you tend to think
70% of the time
10.
) Five Current Favor
-All Those Nights
-Mockingbird{ft Kayla Hurs]
-Heregoesnothing
-Slow dance with a stranger
-About a girl
11.
) What was your favor
my bugs bunny! =D I was attached to it.. til std 4 seyhh.
12.
) Have you thoug
weddi
13.
) Dinos
EDWARD! err... heh.
14.
) What is your favor
Mamma Mia. LOL.
15.) You need new jeans
Where
Jusco Wangsa Maju.
16.
) Do you play the Sims 2?
yeah. lame en?
17.
) Do you think
uh, no?
18.
) What do you think
boleh ahh
19.
) What about
boring!
20.
) Fall Out Boy?
YAAAAY!
21.
) Katy Perry
cool music.
22.
) How about
I'm into 'gives you hell' right now.
23.
) Have you ever snuck
R?
24.
) The Wii or Xbox 360?
Wiiii, wheeeeeeeeee!
25.
) Team Demi/
TEAM EDWARD.
26.
) Do you know many Emily
nayy.
27.
) What do you think
i heart Joe. Enough?
28.
) Have you ever slept
indoorrs,
29.
) What is your favor
famous amos cookies pernah rasa.
30.
) Do you enjoy
to KILL time.
31.
) What do you hear at the momen
the CPU making noise, my keyboard clattering.
32.
) Why do you think
ntah.
33.
) What do you think
stupid.
34.
) Do you watch
if i've got nothing else to watch.. ohh! AND CHONG WEII!
35.
) What are your top five favor
-kino
-borders
-isetan
-M&S
-Forever 21[sbab i tak pernah masuk. hahahaa]
36.
) Do you like the new Weeze
no?
37.
) What did you think
it's sadd.
38.
) What is the worst
being a student in SAB. AHAHAHA
39.
) Have you ever been to Minne
no.
40.
) What is the stran
The Kardashians.
41.
) Do you watch
no.
42.
) What is your favor
Hannah Montana. HAHAHAA!
43.
) Have you ever seen the Weddi
nope.
44.
) Top five reaso
-they're full of criticism
-i dont know
-i dont care
-dammit
-stop asking me dumb questions.
45.
) Have you ever gone campi
yes
46.
) What do you miss most about
being the smartest kid in school... til I was 9. heh.
47.
) What do you do when you want to fill out a surve
WHAT?
48.
) What is your favor
hmm.. I've never had one really. Inas did! Or was that iman? hmmm..
49.
) Has anyth
never been there.
50.
) What is your curre
daydreamer. errr.... Intern at a magazine! HEEE
how did we get here? ●●●
Wednesday, November 26, 2008 10:35 pm
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!Sorry, filler. I feel like screaming until the whole Wangsa Jaya hears me, lose my voice, and get royalty treatment.
*sigh*
BORING NAK MAMPOS DUDUK DEKAT SINI!
reaching for you. ●●●
7:44 pm
Sorray sorray. In the To Be Written section of the previous post, I missed out 'Reaching For You'. A story about two best friends. They eventually became distant when the girl becomes somewhat popular. The guy then realizes that he needs her to get through.Typical love story, you think?
.....
You're wrong. It's totally FRIENDSHIP.
And I must add that I need to finish up and edit 'Scarlet'. It was supposed to be what I wanted to post in the school magazine this year but you know... orang PMR.. busy enn?
Hahaha.
x)
bloggers block. ●●●
6:19 pm
SERIOUSLY. I have no idea what to write anymore. About outing with Iman? Forget it. Sabah? Oh no. Sorry. It was so TERRIBLE. =(I guess I should probably write a story list like Jo's.
WRITING.
Half past midnight
TO BE WRITTEN.
From KL, with love.
ON HOLD.
Keepers: Soulfire
LOST.
Karin and I: Duo Project [REASON: TW ACTUALLY DELETED IT! GAWDDD]
STILL BEING CONTEMPLATED.
This is how it feels -Anthology.
RAWRRRR. *sigh*
Farah AMIRA //Unpredictable.©™says:
grawrrrr
stefira says:
its like talking to a tiger owh you nih.
HAHAHAHAHA.
I WANNA GO OUT! ●●●
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 5:58 pm
all those nights we danced by the moonlight,conversations about nothing till midnight.
you and i huddled close till the daylight came.
remember the colors reflected in your eyes,
the scene painted golden
as the sun rises over you and me darling
-Chase Coy, 'All Those Nights'
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! I feel like I'm in prison! DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT.
RAWR.
I baru keluar ONCE after PMR. And my mum is like "KELUAR LAGI?"
OH MY GOD!
In other news, my brother fractured his pinky toe. Hesh. Padan muka. Main psp sambil turun tangga lagy.
*angryannoyedwaitingfor90210at9pm*
50% tag. I don't like you anymore Tammie. =D ●●●
Wednesday, November 19, 2008 9:13 pm
Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.1. wad bothers you the most right now?
- PMR RESULTS! dammit.
2. something disappointing?
err.. yes. I'm sposed to get my tonsils removed, enrol in guitar class and go to Jakarta. None of that is apparently, HAPPENING. O_____________O
3. ambition?
author/graphic designer/acoustic guitarist [part of a duo or something but def not the singer.HA!]
4. something exciting?
errrr...... sleeping over at steffie's if my mum allows?
5. something u desperately want.
wahey! books, new phone, straight a's ,guitar, guitar class, bracelets, DRESSSSSES... and money!
6. wad comes first, friends or boyfriend?
ME! hah.
7. Harry Potter or Jack Sparrow?
Edward Cullen bolehh?
8. Hugs or Kisses?
hugggs.
9. sexual relationship before marriage?
no?
10. Who did you text last?
STEFFIERAWRRR
4 people i tag:
anyone lah. I don't care. HAHAH.
I WISH! ●●●
9:05 pm
Instructions:*Bold the statements that are true to you.
*Italicize the statements that you wish were true.
*Leave the fibs alone.
*Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.
I’m 170cm + tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
He drives.
I’m bored of driving.
I have a white handbag.
I love dancing.
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tattoo of a star.
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I’m studying Fashion.
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons.
I hate someone.
I have 10 Guess handbags.
I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don’t know about my blog.
I have an iPod.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I’m a rebel.
I’m starting to like wearing dresses.[I want to but I can't. =(]
I don’t believe in love.
High school's filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me.
I’ve bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.
One Utama is my second home.
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology exam.
I hate vacations.
We’ll last.
I believe in long distance relationships.
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy.
At times I think I still am a tomboy.
I love bitching about people behind their backs.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m a sinner.
I have a Wii.
I can live without music.
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love.
I know how to cook.
I have 100% freedom.
Boys are assholes.
I hate Math.
I love horror films.
I’m happy with what I have.
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me.
I don’t read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can’t live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart.
I love Apple Juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I’ve got a new phone.
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming.
I haven’t worked out since March.
I think I’m fat.
I love my friends and family.
I'm hot. (xD)
one word. ●●●
Monday, November 17, 2008 7:34 pm
Only. Type. One. Word.
Where is your cell phone?
somewhere.
Your crush?
jimmy.
Your hair?
psycho
Your mother?
downstairs
Your father?
office.
Your favorite thing?
iPod
Your dream last night?
forgotten.
Your favorite drink?
green.
Your dream car?
beamer.
Say something about life?
unfair.
Your exes?
nada.
Your fear?
God.
Where do you want to be in 10 years?
successful.
Who did you hang out with last night?
family
What are you not good at?
sports.
Muffins?
cupcakes!
When you DIE, u'd rather be CREMATED or BURIED?
buried.
Where did you grow up?
Malaysia.
Last place you've been to?
sini.
What are you wearing?
tee.
Where are you?
bilik.
Your pet/s?
buffy
Your computer?
retarded
Your life?
boring
Your mood?
okaylah.
What/Who are you thinking about right now?
TSA.
Your car?
none.
Your work?
studying!
Your favorite color?
purpurrrr!
When was the last time you laughed?
petang.
Last time you cried?
tatau.
School?
cuti!
5 people you tag?
-Jo
-HK
-Iman
-Kye
-siapa2lah.
The Scene Aesthetic. ●●●
7:19 pm
Do you have strong feelings for last person you texted?err... no? [it was iman btw. told her to read my comment on MS]
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
FOS, TS!
Do you sleep naked?
no!
Has anyone ever given you roses?
yeah! Jo; IU Day last year. She found them and gave me one. HAHA
Are you happy?
well yeah! Jimmy Robbins and The Scene Aesthetic have made my day very very aweshum.
Have you ever had a pet fish?
yeah. i had guppies. and then they died.
What's on your wish list for your birthday?
i dnoe. I want a new phone for getting great results for PMR! But birthday? Hmmm... more books? OR.. NO. I WANT SOMEONE TO BRING ME GO MEET TSA// JIMMY ROBBINS!
Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
both.
Something you hate more than anything?
bitches, fakers, the darkness, horror movies.
Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
i hugged my little cousin!
Do you firmly believe that everything happens for a reason?
yes and i'm a victim of it.
How many kids do you wanna have?
you're asking me?
Do you think people talk about you?
maybe... who knows?
Do you miss anyone?
Yesss! THE WHOLE 3K FAMILYY!
Last time you cried?
tatau ah.
What were you doing this morning at 7am?
tido.
Have you ever peed in the woods?
dumb question lah. Esh. OF COURSE NOT.
Where have you lived throughout your life?
Subang Jaya ---> Ampang Jaya --->Gombak Setia ---> Wangsa Jaya!
Last person you text?
IMANNNN!
Closest blue object to you?
my t-shirt!
Do you think someone has feelings for you?
hope so. [LOL]
Have you ever had a really big fight with a bestfriend?
wahey! I love this question. How do I answer? Hmm.. I'm not sure. But yes yes yes.
Do you have a best friend to lean on?
stefiraimansyafikahkarinrupini and a bigsister: jo.
Last person to tell you they love you?
i think it was stefira... or karin.... or iman. hek.
Name something you CANNOT wait for?
TWILIGHT MOVIEEE!
Who’s making you feel the way you are right now?
Jimmy Robbins, Justin Nozuka, The Scene Aesthetic, Never Shout Never. LOL. You GOTTA admit that acoustic music is brilliant.
Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2008?
no........
this is too cute. ●●●
5:03 pm
Oh this is just too cute! Jimmy Robbins is cute. Him playing the pianosaurus is CUTER!
I nearly fell off the chair laughing.
P/S: Jimmy Robbins is an acoustic musician. He is so lovely! Lovely talent, lovely vocals. And he's a friend of The Scene Aesthetic! HOW CAN YOU NOT LIKE HIM?
WATCH THE VIDEO PEOPLE! I STRONGLY URGE YOU.
damned Kingdom Hearts 2! ●●●
3:56 pm
Alright. I am pissed.I've been playing Kingdom Hearts 2 for 3 years now. Off and on though. It's like 3 months once, 6 months once.... you get my flow.So just now, I decided to play it after giving up a month before PMR. I was stuck fighting this dragon-like thingyy.
Since I died before, and there aren't any save points, I HAD TO REPLAY the 2 BATTLES BEFORE THE DRAGON PART.
And then I won all 3. Somewhere deep down on the inside, I went: YAAAAAAAAAAY!
On the outside, I went: DAMMIITTT! SAKIT TANGAN AHHH! BABI AAAAAH!
Rawr. I almost lost Battle Number 4 but I won. HAHA! I was jumping up and down in joy til..... a movie scene broke my heart.
Xemnas: Darkness and light are eternal blahblahblah
Riku: You're right, blahblahblah. Darkness and light are eternal but
Sora: THAT DOESN'T MEAN YOU ARE!
Xemnas: Anger and hate blahblahblah
-BATTLE 5 begins-
He has like 6 HP bars this long -----------------------------------------------------
Imagine that on the TV screen. Hesh. And one HP Bar this long ------------------------
So yes. 7 HP bars all together. [just like a cat with 9 lives]. I was down to 4 bars when he took my character Sora, and started absorbing his HP. So I had to play as Riku and save him. I didn't know I had to MOVE, so I kept on attacking Xemnas' duplicate and when the real Xemnas absorbed all of Sora's HP, it was game over!
I played twice TAU! *sobbbbb* then my thumbs hurt so I switch off and came online. The first website I went to was gamefaqs.com DAMMMN. If I won the battle right, I would SO HAVE COMPLETED THE BABIFIED game. GRAWR.
I owe you: outing with iman post.
no wait. false alarm. ●●●
Saturday, November 15, 2008 3:54 pm
heheh. My sound's back. LOL! It was firefox. Needed an update. So yeah, WAHEYYYYYYYYYYYY!EDIT: I'm gonna post about yesterday's outing tomorrow or something. Not going online tonight. My brother and I are gonna follow our parents to watch this live band that practically knows my parents because they go watch them every week at what hotel I can't remember but yeah! That'll be awesome.
*thinks of the melted marshmallows in hot chocolate*
my fcked up PC sucks. ●●●
3:31 pm
Wahey. Guess what? I went to robert-pattinson.net and clicked on the video. I saw moving pictures, no sound. I thought it was just the website error.Then I went on to Youtube, played another video 'MTV SPOILERS SHOW - TWILIGHT'
MORE MOVING PICTURES! YET NO SOUND! Fcked up betollll! And it wont play the imeem on my blog here and I tried Justin Nozuka's MySpace. Nada....
I was WORRIED SICK that I busted the speakers and all so I frantically switched on iTunes and played 'Just Stand Up', 'heregoesnothin' 'bigcitydreams' and 'I hate this part'...... GOT SOUNDDD!
Gah.
And guess what? IF MY CURRENT WINDOWS XP GETS BUSTED, I CANT GET IT FIXED OR GET ANOTHER XP SOFTWARE ANYMORE!
HOOOOOOORAAAAY......................not. WHY SO? Because Microsoft has discontinued XP. Thus, there are no more parts or software crap for XP.
Which means I have to get Vista which a lot of people find it as troublesome. SO YES, SCREW THIS ASSHOLE OF A PC!
Rawr. Oh well, at least I have this to cheer me up.
*sobbbb*
300th POST! ●●●
Thursday, November 13, 2008 8:34 pm
Sorry. I just couldn't resist the urge. xP In conjunction with the 300th post, I shall sit here, moan in pain, use my computer chair as a wheelchair to move about in my room. *sigh*OH WELL!
secret#2786: I like filler posts. I can crap about anything without any purpose. WHEEE!
omg OWWWW! ●●●
8:30 pm
Oh God. Just now, I went to the wardrobe to get a t-shirt out for tomorrow's outing when suddnely there's this SHARP SHOOTING PAIN GOING THROUGH MY LEFT FOOT! IT HURTS LIKE HELL! It feels like it's been prodded by HOT NEEDLES!It feels like a cramp but it's not stiff like a cramp.
CRAP!
I'm in painnnnn!
wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I ●●●
8:14 pm
You know what that is?I need more affection than you know.
I LOVE Sanctuary. It's my new favourite song besides Justin Nozuka's After tonight. Can't wait to go out with Iman and Karin tomorrow!
Things to bring:
batteries
mini umbrella
money
camera
'stuff'
extra money just in case
Things to do:
recharge ipod
recharge phone
sleep early
wake up early
NEW ICONS BLOG! ●●●
12:46 pm
Yeaaaaay! People, people. From now onwards, I shall post icons at my icons + graphics blog! It can be found here!http://spidermonkey-icons.blogspot.com
You can also find it in the sidebar over there --->
SPIDERMONKEY for ICONS! Waheyyyy.
sobb. ●●●
Tuesday, November 11, 2008 10:22 pm
I am in PAIN.PAIN PAIN PAIN.
Wretched time of the month.
That is all.
Just wanted you to know that I'm dying.
If I die, steffie can have my bed, iman can have my twilight books, hoo keen can have my empty notebooks, jo can have my pens and karin can have my...... paperclips?
What??!?? ●●●
Monday, November 10, 2008 10:35 pm
Oh my god. There's so much for me to rant about. SO people, BEAR WITH THIS.First of all, I'd like to say something about WHORES. WHORES who can't get enough attention from their boyfriends/family/friends whatever. What do they do?
1) Go to myspace
2) Upload a new picture with a caption they think is funny/cute/supposed to describe theri brilliant godsend beauty
3) Go to MySpace bulletin and write LOADS OF BULLETIN WITH THE HEADING 'NEW PICTURES!'/ 'Pls comment my new pic'/ 'new pic ;P'
DO YOU THINK PEOPLE CARE? Stupid bitches. Why do you feel that there is a need to do that? So that people will COMMENT ON YOUR PICTURE and YOU GET LOADS OF COMMENTS SAYING 'nice pic/you look pretty in this/cute! =D'
Why is there a need to inflate your already GARGANTUAN EGO, you AIRHEADS!
SECONDLY, why people, WHY is there a NEED for you to ANNOUNCE TO THE WORLD ABOUT YOU BEING ONLINE OR GOING OFFLINE? WHY?
example: person A 9.31 AM 'guys, out!'
person B 12.49 PM 'online'
that is all BULLSHIT. You're not Prince Charles or Nelson Mandela or BARACK OBAMA for that matter. WHO CARES ABOUT YOU? You are NOT the queen of the world nor are you King of Myspace.
Then there's the BULLETIN CONVO. It's like.... RIDICULOUS. WHY DO YOU FEEL THAT EVERYONE WANTS TO KNOW ABOUT YOUR LIVES?
personA: [topic: person B, person C, OMG! SO, we're going out this weekend??]So where do you guys wanna go?
personB: [topic: person A- DEFINITELY, DUHHHH!] How does KLCC sound? Or TS? Or pavie?
I have tried this thing once. It is NOT at all, a fun thing to do. The only reason I did it was to give it a try/deflate someone's ego/reply them. They started it. NOT ME.
And then there's the all time, daily insults. "YO FATTY!" "What, you think you're so hot now?" "With someone lame like you, I'm surprised you even bother"
This is no MySpace phenomenon. WHY IS THERE A NEED TO INSULT PEOPLE? To make YOURSELF feel good? Honestly.
Insults only prove one thing: YOU SO STUPID, YOU NEED TO HURT PEOPLE TO FEEL GOOD.
Just cause you have a Russian supermodel for a boyfriend, a toothpick-like figure, money so much that you need more than a van to carry them. Screw you all.
recruiting people. ●●●
Saturday, November 08, 2008 11:37 pm
You sure read that right people. I'm recruiting people... FRIENDS to write an anthology with me. The working title for now is "It feels like this". Basically, the theme is a variety of feelings and emotions.Happiness, loneliness, boredom, sadness, grief, sorrow, feeling annoyed, fearful.
ANYTHING you can think of.
So, one emotion or feeling is for one story. Example? A story for love. A different story about passion.
Oh, prose is encouraged too. Lyrics or poems.
Please help me, guys! I want the anthology written in different perspectives. Different people. Oh, and if you're up for it, please tell your friends too! Then, we can all feel proud.
reality. ●●●
10:36 pm
I go to bed every nightwondering what it's like to not feel alone.
To feel something.
It always ends in a blurry haze.
I'm off to slumberland.
God knows where I'll end up in.
Dreams are simply a shelter
Though nightmares are truly
a reflection of fears.
When the sunlight irritates
I hesitate to wake up.
Finding myself to be alone
Is not as fun as it sounds
The friends are saying
"Girl, we love you"
But they're not always there.
They live in the shadows.
and then there's that thing
they call it 'LOVE'
So I keep dreaming about it but
when I wake up, I fall.
I wonder what it feels like
and who my Romeo is
when I listen to love songs.
Silly, vulnerable me.
I'll find stars to befriend me
and clouds to distract me.
It's only a matter of time
before I truly lose myself.
I feel afraid.
this was written by a guy. found on MySpace. ●●●
10:26 pm
we guys don't care if you talk to other guys.we don't care if you're friends with other guys.
but when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it makes us mad.
it doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even
acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
we don't care if a guy calls or texts you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
nothing is that important at 2 a.m.
that it can't wait till the morning.
also, when we tell you you're pretty, beautiful, gorgeous, cute, stunning, we freaking mean it.
don't tell us we're wrong.
we'll stop trying to convince you.
the sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
yeah, you can quote me.
don't be mad when we hold the door open.
take advantage of the mood im in.
let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" we enjoy doing it.
it's expected.
smile and say "thank you".
kiss us when no one's watching.
if you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.
you don't have to get dressed up for us.
if we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to
wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.
we like you for who you are and not what you are.
honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's.
or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.
don't take everything we say seriously.
sarcasm is a beautiful thing. see the beauty in it.
don't get angry easily.
stop using magazines, media as your bible.
don't talk about how hot brat pitt, or jesse mccartney are in front of us.
it's boring, and we don't care. you have girlfriends for that.
whatever happened to the word "handsome" or "beautiful"?
i'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with "hey handsome!" instead of "hey baby, stud, cutie, sexy" or whatever else you can think of.
on the other hand im not sayin i woulndnt like it ether!
girls, i cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, dont wait for him to change!
ditch his sorry but, disgrace to the male population and find someone who will treat you with utter respect.
someone who will honor your morals.
someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes and say "i love you" and actually mean it.
every guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this.
advice!
HOLDING HANDS
girls: if you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of
times.
MOVIES
girls: during a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder.
guys: lift her chin up and kiss her.
LOVING EACH OTHER
guys: when she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too and mean it.
LAYING BELOW THE STARS
girls: when you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat.
guys: whisper in her ear and link your hands with her.
THE END!
more blogthings! [Srisly hv n lfe.] ●●●
Friday, November 07, 2008 9:52 pm
You Are a Cat |
 You are very independent and reclusive. No one really understands you, and you like it that way! You are quite clever and ingenious. You can get yourself out of any sticky situation. You are confident and cool tempered. You know you have many advantages and resources to draw from. No matter what life throws at you, things always seem to work out your way. |
Your Life Is Worth... |
 $761,000 |
HAHAHAHAHA!
unhealthy addiction. ●●●
9:44 pm
Oh god. I think I'm addicted to Kickapoo. Seriously. I think I drank it everyday since Monday. Eeeeeeeeeeeeep!*sigh*
Did you know Umesh sang 'If I were a boy' while about to play Twister? LOL.
Did you know, Muaz tried to teach me how to tie a necktie. I failed miserably. He remarked "EEEEE. MACAM MANA NI? Nanti besok takleh ikat tie suami, tak romantic laah! Dulu en, mak aku slalu ikatkan tie bapak aku!" So I went "...... kaaaay"
Onlining has become verrry boring nowadays. No Tom replying my PM on TW, no comments on Myspace, no applications that need approvals on Facebook.
*sigh*
One of these days, I'ma become a hermit and live under a rock for a change of perspective.
JUST.
YOU.
WAIT.
OMG! Robert Pattz! ●●●
Thursday, November 06, 2008 10:33 pm
YOU GOTTA WATCH THE ENDING OF THAT VIDEO. Robert and the interviewer read lines from the script. Rob was Bella and the Interviewer was Edward. It was FUNNNNNAAAAAY!
*screeech*
the ultimate fun that is called Twister. ●●●
10:04 pm
Of course it's TERRIFYINGLY FUN WHEN YOU'RE WATCHING AND LAUGHING AT THE PLAYERS. Hahah. Yesterday, after the class party, Rupini, Khaavie, Thong, Bryan and Umesh played Twister! I became the spinner and the camera person. I tell you, the positions they were in = RIDICULOUSLY HILARIOUS. Bryan and Khaavie's behinds made Thong get stuck in the middle. Rupini and Umesh got really close and they had to hold each other for balance.Bryan did manic splits and planks. Hahaha.THey played about 5 or 6 games I think.
The second last game out of the 5 or 6 games, Umesh took the spinner from me and spun it for the remaining players.
Umesh: "BRYAN. RIGHT FOOT.... RED"
Bryan: "It's already therelah stupid!"
Umesh: "BRYAN. LEFT FOOT... BLUE"
He would give out the commands in a veryyy Indian accent.
Quote: "I feel very Indian today."
And then the last game, THong decided that HE wants to spin. My first instinct was: "That can't be good" *talking to myself*
So then they forced me to play. We followed according to our DAD's NAMES! So I started first coz my dad's name starts with A. Haihhhhh. I went down first. Having a foot on red and my right hand on green. So I sat on the floor.
Later on, it became quite maddening for them. And they were quite annoyed that I was on the floor.
Them: OIII!! CANNOT SIT LAAAH!
Me: IF I DONT SIT, I'LL BRING YOU ALL DOWN WITH ME OK?
Them: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
I became the first to surrender when I couldn't stretch my leg long enough for one command, nearly bumping into Rupini. So I collapsed to the floor and started laughing.
Then I was like "SHIT. 4.20 EDY!"
Khaavie went "AIYOOO! MY MUM CAME AT 4 LAAH!"
So we quickly packed up and Khaavie left. The remaining of us went to 4H or 4J and took pictures. LOL. 10 second timer. We took several pix. And that was it. We said goodbyes.
My ass and legs hurted like hell from the ONE ROUND OF TWISTER. And my tapak kaki ada like a blister or a bruise... It's a small patch and it's like red and sore.
Will try to get a hold of those pictures when Rupini comes back from her cousin's house next week.
Au revoir, lovelies.
So this is it. ●●●
10:00 pm
Yesterday was the last day for form 3's. That means, the last day of me being in 3 Kamil 2008. Guys:I will remember the third day of school this year.
Where I found myself sitting with bryan and rupini.
I will remember being appointed as assistant class monitor.
Where Naavin cried because the post was his originally.
I will remember Puan Hanifah scolding Fara Diana.
"OI POMPUAN! KO BACA PROTRACTOR MACAM MANA?"
I will remember getting so pissed at Adib [why? I dunno.]
That I didn't talk the rest of the day to anyone in class but laughed when they were suddenly talking about Muaz's butt.
I will remember breaking three sinks in the Science lab.
[SSSSSH!]
I will remember when Haqim accidentally elbowed Rupini.
When he tried to apologise and everything, it looked like a romantic scene.
I will remember always taking Bryan's pencil.
The next day, he'll go "WHO TOOK MY PENCIL!?!"
I will remember not liking Khaavie and Sher Min at the beginning of the year
Now, Sher Min and I are ok and I just love to hang with Khaavie.
I will remember when I first heard Bryan growl [Rrrrrr...]
I laughed so hard that time.
I will remember Sher Min crying because of the anti-tetanus jab.
Efforts to shut her up were hopeless.
I will remember Adib taking a picture of his Mum with him.
Apparently, he was also scared of the anti-tetanus jab.
I will remember Bryan accidentally smacking me in the face.
And a few months later, I nearly made him cry because I accidentally smacked him too hard. [OUCH!]
I will remember Rupini having dengue.
And Stefira, Bryan, Umesh and I went to visit her!
I will remember whenever we scolded each other.
"EH, MOTHER NEVER TEACH YOU?"
I will remember crying on IU Day.
And Bryan went to talk to my mum.
I will remember frantically screaming Lim Bei's names on almost every morning.
Copying her work in a desperate attempt to finish off my homework.
I will remember the day the locker rebelled.
All the books; disorganized came out of it followed by me shrieking "NOOOOO!"
I will remember the day Rupini broke HER locker key.
Smart.
I will remember working my ass off designing class t-shirts.
In the end, they weren't picked and there is NO class t-shirt.
I will remember enemies becoming friends.
And friends becoming enemies.
I will remember when "Nonsense" became a daily word for me.
Thanks Khaavie! *insert sarcasm*
I will remember being prisoners.
We weren't allowed to roam the school during Kevin Rudd's visit.
I will remember having fun being in the 3B latih tubi group [first round]
Sher Min's howling laughter, Nadia's singing, my blurness, IK's rubber face and Rupini's sarcasm.
I will remember the day we finished PMR.
3K screamed in unison.
I will remember eating cookies almost everyday for two-three weeks straight.
Bryan and I ate the most. Rupini ate least. Heee~
I will always remember making up names.
That's how we became FaBryNi.
I will remember me and Sieh Yen becoming excited as soon as firs trial ended.
We were VERY eager to read Breaking Dawn.
I will remember these last few days.
Man, did we have fun playing Pictionary or what?
I will remember playing Speed with Khaavie, Sher Min and Rupini.
Only to lose.
I will remember Monday as the day we all went to eat lunch.
Tom yam, nasi goreng, fried chicken. 1.30 PM.
I will remember the disgusting taste of Tesco Cola.
Way to go, Rupini. Make me drink nothing but GAS and SUGAR. NO TASTE.
I will remember the class party.
We started panicking when we saw the pizza boxes empty but Pn Kalai didnt arrive yet.
I will remember you guys:
-Rupini
-Bryan
-Naavin
-Aidid
-Vinodh
-Tasha
-Rabbiatul
-Ong
-Jashdave [errr.... okaaay]
-Irfan
-Dany
-Cavan
-Harjeet
-Bei
-Sieh Yen
-Chooi Teng
-Muaz
-Erin
-Adeeb
-Fara
-Amalina
-Mas
-El
-Nazila
-Shuhada Shukor
-Athira
-Ummirul
-Haqim
-Azra'i
-Mus
-Sher Min
-Khaavie
-Nadia
-Farah R
-Iman
Thanks for being there with me IN THE GREATEST CLASS EVERRRR! Loves.
Latest ADDIKTION. ●●●
4:23 pm
Don't worry people. My spelling didn't go down the drain yet. Just wanted to have a little funnn. =DAnyway. TWO WORDS.
JUSTIN NOZUKA.
The dude is awesome. Refer to sidebar for a dose of awesomeness acoustic! The song is soooooo good. Hell, if a guy I know could play and sing the song, I'll probably melt like a chocolate bar that's been left in your pocket for too long.
AAAAAAAAAH!
[no, this is not another celebrity crush. This is a music addiction.]
This is EPIC. ●●●
Wednesday, November 05, 2008 6:44 pm
Chris Brown and Adam Sevani(Moose in Step Up 2) freestyling.
Robert Hoffman and Madd Chadd dancing like crazy robots. Gila.
Adam Sevani's video of Michael Jackson's Thriller.