about a girl.●●●
Hi. People call me farah.I like to doodle lyrics. and quotes. I first loved on March 8,1993. Yes, I'm going to be a senior in high school this year. SPM sucks balls. Why can't they just leave us alone?. Taylor Lautner? he's my husband.. I like to read. Books are cool.. No, contrary to popular belief, I am neither a nerd nor am I heartless. i
chitchat. ●●●
linkage.●●●
♥Arda-eee
♥Aimi
♥Aisyaaaw
♥Baoyu
♥Crystal
♥Fara Zaidi
♥Fatiinnn.
♥HooKeeny
♥Imaneeeee
♥Jo
♥Jasmine
♥Karineee
♥LX Ho
♥Malik
♥Mint
♥ My tumblr
♥Sherlina
♥Sook Shian!
♥STEFFIRRAAAA
♥Syamira
♥Tammie
♥Zulllylayout by Leen striped pattern from Ego-box
I dont care ●●●
Saturday, July 26, 2008 11:06 pm
Attention to everybody whose eyes fall onto this post. From now onwards, I shall not give a care in the world if something silly but forgivable that I've done hurts your feelings, or if you wanna jump off a building, you wanna donate your organs to a pasar malam or anything.I shall also NOT care if you want me to give you advice to YOUR PROBLEMS.
Until I have my OWN LIFE under control, PROBLEMS solved, you may NOT come and whine to me about this and that.
The only thing I want is for you to inform me of such... "things" say.. you want to pull a Britney and shave your head bald, etc.etc.
I will give my point of view and walk away as a passing shadow.
Believe me, it's not hard to be a shadow at all. Ask around.
P/S: Aren't good friends supposed to let their friends know that they are alive and well and have just flown in from other parts of the world? Or that they're going to watch a band showcase? I rest my case. I have PMR on my head, life issues to tackle and my anxiety to keep in check. F off MoFos.
Strangest dreams ever. ●●●
Saturday, July 19, 2008 10:33 pm
Dream 1 (happened during nappytime yesterday afternoon)So, I was in my room. Not my bedroom, but my room in SAB. Apparently, it was a BOARDING SCHOOL! SO yeah, I was lounging around with Rupini and Bryan when suddenly the door flung open and it was Wayne and Karin, deciding to 'kidnap' me to go to McD. So I ran around like a headless chicken trying to get myself dressed decently (apparently, I was wearing a sleeveless with shorts.) After getting dressed, I went to find Ustazah Suhana to get permission to go out!
Later, we went to Mesra for a while. I bought a canned soya bean drink. We waited at the bus stop for a cab. When a cab arrived, my drink spilled on me. SO, I attempted to wipe it off with tissues. Karin and Wayne jumped into the cab without realising I was left behind. I had to tahan another cab. One cab was speeding so fast, that as it tried to stop for me, it lost control, hit the side of the school fence, spun around like a kicked turtle, and hit a few cars.
Scared; I ran away and while I was running, I saw Krishna(WTH) waving at me, in the school compound, holding palettes and paints. And so I ran til I reached this shopping complex nearby and stopped a cab.
"MCD DESA PANDAN!" I yelled to the driver. And here's the best part. In this dream, I woke up because I was actually sleeping in my mum's car. I was dreaming inside a dream, get it?
Then I got up for real.
Dream 2 (this morning around 7.30 -8.10)
I was in the class. It was like any other day we go through in 3 K. Except that I was telling Rupini who I thought was cute. Haqim. Then it spreaded like wildfire. First, the whole class found out. Then 3J and 3M. SOON, the whole of form three.
I woke up immediately and ran into the bathroom; dousing my head with cold water.
O.o
Musings. ●●●
10:03 pm
Every night I wonderIf anybody's out there
Just like me.
Feeling that they have
The weight of the world
On their shoulders.
Can anyone save me?
These people
With masks on their faces
Do they really know me?
Hurting me deep down inside
Unintentionally.
Everytime they cry,
I'll put on a smile
And ask them what's wrong
And have them push me away.
Everytime I cry,
I wonder if they really care
Or if they're doing
What they think is right.
When they're talking,
I listen carefully
Engrossing myself in conversation
Giving my point of view.
When I'm talking,
I'm not sure they're listening
They'll say I'm irritating them
Or apologize, and say
they "didn't listen carefully"
Whenever they're alone
I'll always give them my time
Because I wanna make them feel better
I wanna be a good friend.
When I'm alone
They say I'll meet Mr. Right one day
and that I can count on them
To talk to.
But they're always with
Their other halves.
I'm not blaming anyone.
I'm not pointing fingers.
All I'm asking,
Is if there's anyone out there
Who can save me
In an hour of despair.
I'm losing myself.
What a hectic week. ●●●
Saturday, July 12, 2008 11:13 pm
I've been through a lot. Especially yesterday. Naw.. I don't wanna blog about it. What's done is done. Both him and I have apologized to each other.TAKYAH SEBOK AH!
*sigh*
ANYWAY, i loveee 'I kissed a girl' by katy perry. She da bomb! Heh. She's pretty too! I think I have a girly crush on her.
Katy Perry is like Zoeey Deschanel, Duffy and Lily Allen had their genes taken to make a baby and VOILA!
She's got that eerie similarity to Zooey and her voice is like Duffy but huskier and no whiny-iny. And her lyrics are aweshum. Like Lily's.
Anyhoo, school has been boring. Stupoid intervensi. And i'm sposed to have started studying by now but nooo... Procrastination always always take control of me.
*sigh*
There are days I feel like it's useless and pointless for me to even bother to think of getting 8A's and getting the new phone but then I realise that it is my future. So yeah. And i really want a new phone! Not so sure about wanting Nokia N76 anymore. Maybe Sony Ericsson? Ahh.. Dapat 8A's dulu baru pikir lah ngok.
K, gotta go. I've tuition tmrw and my online time sudahpun melepasi waktu yang telah ditetapkan. Selamat tinggal!
.....
Power tak BM? XP
Mismatched socks! ●●●
Saturday, July 05, 2008 3:38 pm
Guys, I have a new blog up and running. This blog will DEF. be a priority coz it's my main blog but Mismatched Socks will be a place where I randomly blog about things. SO, go check it out once a week. I've posted for this week.About maths, unfortunately. Just brief. Nothing too special.
You can find the link on the side columns where all the other links are.
Support Spider-monkey for Mismatched socks!
xx
Farah
On the run ●●●
10:30 am
My eye hurts and my PC rosak. Sorry for not being able to go online this week. I am SADDD. =(Anyway, I AM THE SERGEANT-AT-ARMS for Interact 08/09! [In case you still din noe lah kan?]
Gotta run. Ciao!