about a girl.●●●
Hi. People call me farah.I like to doodle lyrics. and quotes. I first loved on March 8,1993. Yes, I'm going to be a senior in high school this year. SPM sucks balls. Why can't they just leave us alone?. Taylor Lautner? he's my husband.. I like to read. Books are cool.. No, contrary to popular belief, I am neither a nerd nor am I heartless. i
chitchat. ●●●
linkage.●●●
♥Arda-eee
♥Aimi
♥Aisyaaaw
♥Baoyu
♥Crystal
♥Fara Zaidi
♥Fatiinnn.
♥HooKeeny
♥Imaneeeee
♥Jo
♥Jasmine
♥Karineee
♥LX Ho
♥Malik
♥Mint
♥ My tumblr
♥Sherlina
♥Sook Shian!
♥STEFFIRRAAAA
♥Syamira
♥Tammie
♥Zulllylayout by Leen striped pattern from Ego-box
I can't stop.. ●●●
Saturday, September 22, 2007 11:59 am
P/s: Syawal, you are NOT to critique this post saying that I shouldn’t be so depressed and stuff. Other side comments welcomed though.Parents. They nag at you. They say you’re ‘ignorant, spoilt, unappreciated the things they do for you’ and the likes of it. And then they go ranting and raving on ‘how easy we have it now’ compared to their childhood. They say they have to walk miles to reach school. Have to cook and clean on their own, etcetera, etcetera. Sure, WE, the present generation, have it easy physically (maids, transports, IT) but do we have it easily MENTALLY? I doubt it.
Back in those days, I doubt they had to worry about anything called ‘crushes’ or ‘puppy love’. And for that matter, ‘biatches’, ‘assholes’ and such.
For instance, my worst enemy, the frigging most BIATCH person in the history of all BIATCHES used to be my close friend. I have fights with the boys in my class. I LOVE someone who I doubt, likes me back.
And I’m overweight.
Blame it on stress, blame it on junk food, and blame it on enemies. I hate being fat. I can’t buy clothes I like. There won’t be a size. I can’t buy shoes I like. Not only are my feet long because of my being tall, but they’re wide. I can’t go to malls without having people look at me with looks on their faces saying ‘OMG-That-girl-is-so-fat-she-doesn’t-deserve-to-have-a-part-in-society.’ Then comes the diets and stuff. It’s easier said than done.
I hate it that I have friend who are gorgeous and stuff. When we go out, they’ll go to shops to try on clothes and I’ll just stand there looking lost. I’m most probably doomed. No boy would ever like a girl like me. I don’t have the looks.
And yeah, I know you guys are going to kill me and all after reading this and say that ‘love messes with your head’, ‘you don’t need love’ ‘puppy love doesn’t last’ etcetera etcetera but you know what?
I feel alone most of the time. I can’t even access my own blog anymore? How pathetic is that? I don’t have prepaid to text Karin or Syawal, even. I’m too scared to call Iman coz it’s going to be massive. She’ll kill me and then my parents will kill me because of the phone bill.
There you have it people. A rant by a moping, annoyed, agitated and dazed fourteen year old girl.
These eyebags and the stress that comes with it ●●●
Saturday, September 15, 2007 4:45 pm
Friday: If I told you I like you,If I told you I love you,
What would you do?
And what would you say?
Would your turn away?
And run away forever?
I guess you don’t see me
But I want you to know
You’ll always have the key
The key; to my heart.
Music: Can’t help falling in love – A*Teens
Quote of the day: “PEGH! AKU TEMBAK KANG!”
SATURDAY: I was friggin forced to go balik kampong! IT WAS BORING AND HORRIBLE! X( I mean, I have NEVER liked going there and as usual, I was asked to do chores, so I fled the scene and hid in the backroom. Texted Syawal then she abandoned me. Texted Bro and then he stopped. Fell asleep and then mum woke me up to at dinner. XD
MusiC: iPod battery conked. Takde!
Quote of the day: “Engkau kena suruh balik kampong macam kena suruh masuk neraka!” –Stef
SUNDAY: Went to J.J. Nothing fun happened.. [haih!] Watched HSM 2, declared it boring, went online and stared blankly at the screen til people went online. Shite.
NO QUOTE OF THE DAY!! =O
Music: Time After Time – Quietdrive
MONDAY: Gave out pasta! Steffie says she hates me coz it’s sedap. Syawal says it’s ‘yummeh’, Rupini said it’d be better if it was still hot and Bro said it tasted weird but he finished it nevertheless. Tuition. Teacher told us when we have kids we should let them play even if it’s pots and pans. T.T
Quote of the day: *bugs Pn Izakiah as time already balik time [1.45PM]* Teacher,dah balik. Teacher,dah balik…
Music: Do You Want Me – Hilary Duff
TUESDAY: Stefira belanja-ed me ice blended! Unbelievable!! Heheh!! Once in a lifetime experience kot! Mocha = Ice-cream = Pure ecstacy!! Hehe.. OMG laa! IS this the end of all things to come? Ada petanda kot Stefira belanja! LMAO, J/K ye sayang oi!
Quote of the day: Stef : *hands RM2* Nah,aku belanja
Me: *takes money* Belanja? Really?
Stef: Ye, kan aku cakap aku nak belanja
Me: You did?
Stef: I did! *laughs* Balance aku nak balik!!
Music: Stolen – Dashboard Confessional
WEDNESDAY: Woke up with a sinking feeling in my stomach. LAST DAY BEFORE PUASA DANGNABIT! Assembly was boring without Stefira.. =( After that, guess who checked my nails and stuff? Razman. T.T
Razman: nails…socks… *looks at blue butterfly on my hand* Eh, apa pulak tattoo kat tangan tu?
Me: Oh… Heh.
Then, on my way down to the toilet with Shida, I bumped into him again. He asked Shida if she knew where Tasha was. Then he saw me.
HIM: Helo!
ME: Uhh.. Hi.
HIM: *smile*
ME: Dah berubah dah ke?
HIM: Sikit!
So then, stayback time! Mangkuk betol lah Aryl! He kononnya wanted to sit on the remainders of the broken chair so I told him Stefira’s standard warning to everyone who ‘wanna’ sit there coz the besi kan tajam…
Me: Aryl, jangan duduk situ. Nanti bontot you bocor.
Him: Hah? Bontot I bocor? Eh, I bukan perempuan lah! I tak bocor. *laughs*
Me: Hah, ok lah. Fine. You duduk lah situ! *grins*
Him: Taknak lah I! You cakap nanti bontot I bocor!
[Excuse the obscenity!]
After Stefira left, I asked Arda, Atiqah, Najeeb, Naim, Ameelia, and Afiq to help me forge my boring responden. Najeeb and Afiq I tell you... -_-“ Then when Arda went back, me and Atiqah were talking about Stefira belanja-ing me and Naim overheard us and quickly said, “Stefira belanja? Kiamat weyh! Aku belanja die, die tak belanja aku pulak!”
And after that,*haih* I was so bored til I saw Umesh, Ameeza and Bryan coming back from dono where. So I asked them if they went to McD’s, they said no. So I asked them where they went and Umesh and Bryan said “Chow Kit”. I got annoyed and Bryan made me apologize because I called him bad and pathetic. After I did, he bajet tak layan me and went off with Umesh to go check out the deco on the Interact Board. When he came back, he squirted me with his water bottle and I chased him.
So after giving up, I went to the Interact Board and I wanted to drink from the water cooler. UNFORTUNATELY, there was no water. So I took out my purse and counted moneylah. Nak beli drink from Petronas! I mumbled, “Ughh.. Last day to eat and drink..”
Umesh overheard me and made a joke about it.
Umesh: Bryan, my wife said today’s the last day for her to eat.
Bryan: *laughs*
Me: I DID NOT! *fumes in anger and heads to the nearby stairs*
So, I fixed my belt at the stairs and then the two of them came to me. Bryan said “I’m sorry, Farah.” repeatedly and Umesh sat at the stairs and said I was ‘making him feel bad’. I ignored them and masa balik, me and Rupini (she also had an argument with the boys) took another way outside but when we went outside, Bryan was behind me. I ignored him still and when I reached home, I saw that he sent me a text.
Farah, I’m sorry. Why you mad at me? I only laughed at Umesh’s joke. . . I’m sorry. . .
Haih.
Music: Sorry seems to be the hardest word – Blue [wtf! SO RANDOMLAH! STUPID SHUFFLE MODE!!]
Quote of the day: “Bye Farah… Bye Farah… Farah say bye… Farah... say bye please...” – Bryan outside of the school grounds.
THURSDAY: First day of puasa! Walked into school with Bro; the meanny. *sighs*
Me: Aiya… One month cannot go down for recess
Bro: Good lah! You won’t get fat!
Me: You’re so mean! *hits Bro*
Bro: *laughs* Bye!
=.= Then went to class. Penat sangat!! I sat there fanning myself. (Dodol punya kipas! Dekat-dekat bulan puasa hari tu die rosak! Kibot tol!) When I saw Bryan pass by my class, I went to 2M and sat next to him.
Him: I thought you mad at me? Why sit here?
Me: You lah. Made me feel bad.
Bryan: *smiles and goes back to doing kerja kayu*
During BA, I sat with him, Suhaizam, Roshan and Shida. I tell you, my jaw hurts so badly from laughing. And balik time, me and Rupini and Bryan took turns slapping Umesh. ‘Twas fun!
Umesh: *talk*
Rupini: *slaps him*
Umesh: Farah, see lah, she slap me!
Me: good for you! Dowan to apologize kan? *slap*
Umesh: Aiyoo.. sorry laaah…. *talks something*
Bryan: *slaps Umesh*
Umesh: What laH?
Bryan : *told me something I can’t remember and asked me to slap Umesh*
Me: Okay! *slaps Umesh*
XD And hey, we’re not cruel! We just slapped him lightly only laaah…
TUITION! BODO LAAAH! I TELL YOU THE TEACHER HATES ME, MAY YIIN AND ALYSSA! WE HAD TO STAY BACK FOR THE EFFING LAYOUTS CORRECTIONS! I TELL YOU, SHE THINKS HER HOMEWORK IS THE ONLY EFFING IMPORTANT HOMEWORK! AND SHE SAYS THAT EVERYTIME SHE SEES ME, SHE FEELS LIKE SLAPPING ME FOR NOT DOING HER HOMEWORK LAH, WHAT LAH! JALAN LAAH!
AND THEN RIGHT, IF SHE WANTS TO GO HOLIDAY OR SOMEWHERE, BOLEH AJA! Nanti buat replacement classlah, itulah, inilah. If people want to go balik kampong, she banyak tanya! And then she’ll be like “Why CANNOT COME? I Don’t know. I cannot help you.”
You know the first thing May Yiin said after coming out of tuition? “Bitch.” She said she wants to quit and Alyssa said she wats to join Miss Wong. Frankly, I don’t care if she kicks me out of the Form 3 class next year.
THEN MY MOOD FRIGGING HILANG TO DO KGT!! ARGHHH!! On a lighter note, my mum has gotten her autographed Anuar Zain CD! She asked Aunty Ro’ie (if I’m not mistaken, she’s like, his manager or something) for it and she went to pick it up from her house.
Me: *reads signature: To Gina =) *autograph* * Alaaa.. kenapa tak ‘To Farah’?
Dad: *laughs*
Mum: Eh, sukatilah!
Me: alaaaaa…
Music: Gone – Jesse McCartney
Quote of the day: ME: [2 pm] Aa.. Around 18900 seconds lagi kita buka!
Stef: Masalah lah Famira ni!
FRIDAY: Day 2 of puasa. Had soto nasi impit, ¾ cup of Nestum and 6 cups of plain water for Sahur. Senak dowwh! >.< Then the baca Yassin thing, I’m so happy Ustaz read it at a follow-able pace and not super-duper fast like the ustaz-es who comes to my house when we have Tahlil. During Geo, teacher got angry with the whole class for only about 10 people have handed in their KGT so far. Maths: studied the construction of the centre of rotations which I NEVER got it right. Then, I gave up and started singing: I hate Maths, Maths hate me. We’re both hateful subjects, with a great big slap and a smack from me to it, Oh dear Maths how I hate you…
After that, Me and Yasmin sang the ‘kill barney’ version of that I love you song.
I love you, you love me, let’s all go and kill Barney, with a knife in the hand and a coffin on the floor, No more purple dinosaur!
Then after agama… mangkuk punya Yasmin. While I was struggling with my left shoe, she took my right shoe and put it in the middle of the grass outside the surau so I had to hop around and retrieve it.
And…. MSN convo with Bro(Chewbacca), Karin (kari) and Stefira (boob/bob) was like super syok and crazy and fun! Saved it in Microsoft Word for future entertainment and it exceeded 80 pages! Wahaha!!
Music: Trees – Marty Casey and the Lovehammers
Quote of the day: Ruby: Weyh, tinggi kau berapa?
Me: 172 or 173.
Ruby: Waah! Jadi boyfriend aku lah!
So, oklah! This is where it ends. And mind you people, this is ME typing this post in seeing that Syawal didn’t come to school so I typed it in Word lah! So, then Syawal or Karin can just post this with the right html stuff (like bolds, underlines, and italics) you know… Panjang kan, this post? I bet you all hate me for this.. --;
So anyway, g’bye people!!
The long anticipated post ●●●
Friday, September 07, 2007 3:12 pm
[SYAWAL : aih pipol. get ready for a 7 notebook-paged blog post. wish me luck in typing this T.T]It had NEVER occured to me that this day would EVER come. Now before I get on to that, I shall blog about
a) Terengganu
b) Tagged thingy
c) 50th Merdeka
So ok. Terengganu was ok. Went cycling and swimming and stuff and I kinda lost some weight. Sadly, the kilos came back just when school starts. Grr.
Well, on holiday, I managed to embarass myself in front of my beloved family. How? By ramming my rented bike into a tree. Yes. Me + Bike = Tree.
I was cycling too fast and I couldn't turn or stop my bike in time and wham! I hit the tree. I was lucky I'm fine.
Yeah, yeah. Laugh all you want, sickos!!
Ok.. The 'tagged' thingy. I'm s'posed to post what, 7 random facts about me? Well, I dnoe and here are seven anyway.
1. I like to suck on lemons.
2. I am a Teenage Writers addict.
3. I am ambidextrous.
4. I like Abercrombie & Fitch tees.
5. I HATE wearing socks with my black converse shoes.
6. My handphone and my iPod are two things I can't live without.
7. I'm starting to become serious with poetry!
[SYAWAL: sweat la you farah. you were supposed to post 8 RANDOM FACTS. and you were supposed to tag 5 other people =.=]
Now.. About Malaysia's 50th Merdeka. *breathes in and out* More than 50 years ago, our beloved country, or homeland is still a place ruled by foreign forces like the Brits and the Japs. 50 years later today, we have our land, free and independent.Having fought his way to independence, Tunku Abdul Rahman did us all a HEE-UGE favour. For that, thank you. May God bless your soul.
So okay, Malaysia might not be that famous of known to those living overseas. I've had experiences. Especially on TW. "So, where you from again? Malaysia? So..where's it again? Asia? Yes?" and we don't have Hollywood superstars flocking to the country to do shows. (hmm.. maybe another reason is because of protests by those 'religious people'? Nvm, won't go into that..) like in Taiwan (JESSE!), Singapore (FOB!) and the likes.
HOWEVER, we still HAVE links to Hollywood after all! Among them is our very own Datuk Michelle Yeoh and don't we all forget about Jimmy Choo. His shoes are a hit with celebs and such. Guess what? He's Malaysia! OH, and Malaysian borns? We have Guy Sebastian and 'Harmony Silk Factory' (a fictional story about Malaya. communists and the likes) author : Tash Aw. [SYAWAL: eh farah. dont know if i spell tht right. cant read your writing.] Oh yea, which reminds me. Gwen Stefani has a family tie here in Malaysia. I think her husband Gavin Rossdale has a great aunt or his stepmum is Malaysian.
So, you see? Malaysia Boleh! Unfortunately, I was disappointed last Thursday/Friday. My family and I were on some highway with dozens other cars near KLCC w8ing 4 fireworks. 12.01 AM. nada. 12.03 AM. fireworks! But it was really low! I was disappointed not because I had to waste my time, no. It was because its our 50 YEARS OF INDEPENDENCE! I mean, hello? Shouldn't the government be celebrating it like, secara besar-besaran or something instead of having the fireworks comp thingy at Putrajaya?!
I do, wanna however, praise Genting Highlands. They had fireworks! As me and my parents; disappointed, were on our way home, we saw Genting Highlands and in the blink of an eye, the fireworks started. Man, it was grand!
Next year is SAB's 50th year if I'm not mistaken, so the more reason to celebrate. OK. OK. I'll shuddup now about this 50 years thingy before I get sued. *nervous laugh*
[SYAWAL: AIYA. I NEED A 5 MINS BREAK. YOU SHOULD GET ONE TOO; 3 MORE PAGES TO GO WEIH.]
Now, let's rewind back. As in my opening lines to this blog post, I had never, ever expected that this would ever happen to me.. My computer has totally gone bonkers!
First, it was TW. I logged in and my PC restrted. Then the same went on when I went to Livejournal Communities, Blogger andd.. JO'S BLOG! I was like "WHAT-THE-FISH MAHN!!" So I complaint to Ed, my TW friend/poetry moderator. He said its most likely Trojans and I should do a thorough virus scan. I did. TWICE! But still, I couldn't work it out and now, I'm afraid to use the internet altogether. So long, mood enlightening McFly vids on YouTube. =(
I tried to edit my blogskin coz I already have the code. Nup. Restarted itself. Even WINDOWS MEDIA PLAYER! Gaaaah! So, with tears welling in my eyes, I told Ed to tell everyone on TW who knows me to pardon my being away because of my s2pid PC problem. Even he was sad. I'm going to miss 'llaman' (Tom) the most. Tom is most probably my best friend on TW. He's so... fun to talk to. *sigh* Now, no more Tom. He doesn't have MSN too! So yeah... *sighs*
ABOUT MY KLCC TRIP WITH MINT, QAQA, ATHIRAH AND IMAN.. IT WAS CRAZAY! We tricked Iman twice a the escalators. Once by pushing her on the escalator which was going up and the next, tricking her into thinking we were all going downstairs. She went down, looked around, saw us still upstairs, got angry and when she was on her way up, we ran downstairs and headed to Gloria Jeans where we stood in front of it and LMAO-ed till Iman found us and screamed at us. Nyahahaha
*sticks tongue out* Now, my foot got this one red line which is the effects of the stupid raffia rope 'slicing' my foot. Ish. Oh, oh. And good to know that the 'Little Blue Monkey' has a nice 'job'. I liked that monkey. *nods* And FYI, the monkey is my b'dae gift to Big Bro. And... I think I saw the Hong Kong too? Oh yeah. The ninja don't have arr..? ^^"
Eh, oklah oklah.Seeing that my Ie is being an A-hole, (well, technically my PC, but wadtheheck) and Syawal is helping me to blog this (I write manual, she type in) I dowan to burden my darling Bawal anymore [HMPH! TAU PUN! X(] anymore so this is where we say goodbye. Naah.. Just keep reading this blog. There WIL BE more to come. [EEK! REALLY?! omg! hide me!]
Tata~~
P/S: Cheh. Feel like writing a will pulak.. OH! AND I HAF A SPECIAL REQUEST! If anyone uupd8s their blog, please make me one copy in Word for me and send it through MSN. I TAK NAK KETINGGALAN ZAMAN! XD
[mood: sleepy]
[quote of the day: rendang tambah ketupat jadi nasi lemak]
[music: My heart will go on (Titanic) - Dougie Poynter]
-Farah-